tigriswolf: (friends)
So, the season starts with Lazarus Rising and ends with Lucifer Rising.

It’d’ve been so cool if both referred to Dean.

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And here’s the first time Castiel tries to talk to him!

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Wedge Antilles? Seriously? Who would fall for that?

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Wow, Ruby’s meatsuit is tiny.

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Argh, it’s so annoying that Ruby’s got Sam so turned around.

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Dean’s reaction to Sam’s modifications of the Metallicar is adorable.

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Wow, boys, y'all sure are starting out on the right foot.

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They’re already lying to each other, the stupidheads.

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WHY does hurting the meatsuit hurt the demon?

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Castiel has the coolest entrance until Death shows up.

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“You don’t think you deserve to be saved.”

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Are these really the spirits of these people or just things that look like them?

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Bobby’s house is gigantic.

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Could they have hidden Dean in the panic room when his deal came do?

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I love when the boys talk in tandem.

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Dean’s reaction when he realizes he just threatened an angel is adorable.

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So, I’m really pretty sure that none of this time travel actually happens and it’s all a trick on the part of the angels.

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The way Dean stares at young!John is just heartbreaking.

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Yeah, let’s just stalk the former Marine, Dean.

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Dean and Sam’s maternal grandparents were named Deanna and Samuel. Because that’s normal.

And Deanna is the peacemaker between Samuel and Mary. Of course.

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Dean, you’re really bad at this pretending not to be from the future game.

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Young!Mary is so adorable.

And she doesn’t want her kids to be hunters, she tells her hunter son.

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“… I’m the one that kills you.”

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Question: Do I dislike Malleus Maleficarum or Metamorphosis more?

Well, let’s find out.

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ARGH. Why is it so easy to splinter their relationship?

“If I didn’t know you, I would want to hunt you.” REALLY?!

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I remember REALLY not liking this episode.

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Like, really really so goddamned much not liking this episode.

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I also really do not like Travis.

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So, Dean has been not-eaten-in-days hungry, but Sam hasn’t.

Huh.

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How does a few drops of demon-possessed human blood dripped in an infant’s mouth equal powers?

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Yeah, I really hate Travis.

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Are we supposed to think Travis is a good guy?

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“It doesn’t matter what you are. It matters what you do. Your choice.” I do like that.

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I really fucking hate this episode.

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Does Sam mean it when he says he’s done with the powers, and then changes his mind later? Or is it a lie the whole time?
tigriswolf: (king of the jungle)
Idea: Sam time travels from the end of season 5 to right before Dean’s deal comes due.

I really wanna write that now. Sam derails the scheduled apocalypse by becoming the BoyKing of Hell.
tigriswolf: (growing up (hurts))
“And we’re walking, and we’re walking. And we’re not touching that.” *sporfle*

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Okay, this monster of the week is uber creepy.

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So, this whole season, Dean’s not wanted to do anything that might constitute weaseling out of the deal - and now suddenly he’s all gung-ho?

Dean: Newsflash, Sam, people are supposed to be freaked out by ghosts!

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So, Dean really doesn’t want to die, doesn’t want to go to Hell -

But he’d still make the deal all over again.

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Seriously, how is trying to find the demon holding his contract not counting as trying to weasel out?

Dean: Obviously, I wanna hunt some zombies.

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I love it when they act like brothers who are also friends.

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Oh my gosh, Sammy. Wants to turn his brother into Frankenstein’s monster to keep him from dying.

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I like Rufus.

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I really want to see what Sam would’ve done after Dean’s deal came due without Ruby manipulating him.

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Roommate who’s a nurse: Okay, he’d already be dead from his ribs being cracked open.

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I really don’t wanna be sympathetic to Bella, but damn.

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Is there a fic out there where Dean and Sam both take Doc Benton’s formula to live forever piecemeal?

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Well, this is somewhat reminiscent of House of Wax.

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Me: So, has he been stealing dicks? Or is he junkless?

Roommate who’s a nurse: I don’t think he needs it to procreate, but he probably needs it to urinate.

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I always adore when Dean shows he’s actually hella smart.

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Aww, Sammy. He just wants to save his brother.

Of course, that’s how the end of the world keeps getting started.

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Dean: I’ll see you in Hell.

I wonder if he did?

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Dean: Just because I have to die doesn’t mean you have to.

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Question: when did Ruby pick up that name? was it her human name? why do all the demons know it?

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Anti-Christ Superstar, *sporfle*

Wow, her manipulations are so obvious. If Sam wasn’t reeling, he’d see it.

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I’m so curious about what would’ve happened without the writer’s strike.

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Well, at least they know they’re dangerously codependent.

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This little girl is amazing. And creepy.

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“Family don’t end with blood, boy.”

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Oh, boys. “Wanted Dead or Alive.”

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Is Lilith just fucking with these people for fun? Is it a trap for the boys?

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It would’ve been so much better for everybody if Sam killed Ruby right here.

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Oh gosh, Dean’s goodbye speech. Ruby still manipulating Sam.

Also, Ruby, you lying liar who lies.

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When did Lilith steal Ruby’s meatsuit?

Also, wow, I really want to write the AU where Sam does kill Ruby and Sam BoyKing of Hell tears Lilith apart.

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Oh no, Sam. Here we are a year later and the other brother’s dead.
tigriswolf: (the devil went down)
Dean: What could you possibly say that sounds crazy to me?

Sam: Um. Evil Santa.

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Did Dean and Sam have entirely different childhoods?

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This isn’t their first Christmas back together. Why is Sam so anti-Christmas this year?

Oh, right. Cause Dean won’t be there for the next one.

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I just love that Dean always blames their weird questions on Sam.

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When they were kids, Dean did not want Sam to know about everything that goes bump in the night.

Did Dean ever stop thinking their dad was a superhero?

When did Sam?

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Wow, the pagan god couple are REALLY BAD at pretending to be normal.

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THE LIGHTING IS SO FUCKING DARK. You can’t see anything.

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Pagan God: You, mister, had better show us some respect.

Sam: Or what? You’ll eat us?

Dean&Sam: *matching die you gravy sucking pig looks*

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So, when the police investigate the murder of that nice old couple, will they find the murder!basement?

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Oh, poor wee!Dean. Trying to give Sammy a Christmas. Aww.

Their childhood makes me so sad.

And now Sammy’s giving him the amulet. (Did they ever reclaim it, after Dean trashed it? Which is just so so sad.)

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Oh my gosh, these Christmas presents from the gas mart down the street. And in the flashback, Dean literally stole presents from under someone else’s tree to give to his little brother. That’s actually frightening because he’s like, what, 12?

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Malleus Maleficarum. I really didn’t like this before. I probably won’t now.

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Literally, the only thing I’ve liked is this line: “You’re not our Messiah. We don’t believe in you.”

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How do the demons in their meatsuits recognize other demons in their meatsuits?

WHAT IS WITH ALL THE MISOGYNISTIC SLURS IN THIS EPISODE?

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Why does hurting the meatsuit hurt the demon?

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Ruby: I don’t believe in the devil.

Me: Right.

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Oh, look, Dean just found himself in the dream.

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This scene is so creepy, Dean tearing himself down.

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Demon!Dean. Apparently, he becomes canon at some point?

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Fuck, the scene where demon!Dean snaps his finger to end the episode? That’s amazing.

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MYSTERY SPOT.

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Dean: first death in Sam’s arms

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Sam: Okay, look, yesterday was Tuesday, right? But today is Tuesday too!

*hee* This is a really funny episode, until Wednesday.

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Sam is so fucking done, and it’s only Day 3.

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Oh my gosh, poor Sammy.

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Hi, Gabriel.

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“Dude, how many Tuesdays did you have?”

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Hunter!Sam is kinda scary. Is any of this real, though?

tigriswolf

When did Sam figure out it wasn’t Bobby?

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What is Gabriel’s point with this game? Does he know they’re his brothers’ vessels?

Is this why Sam/Gabriel is such a thing?

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Hi, Henriksen!

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Okay, so watching this and knowing Ruby’s real aim? Wow, she’s pretty good at manipulation. And I just want to shake Sam so goddamn much.

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Ghostfacers part 2! *sporfle*

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So, one of the reasons I love this episode? Because it finally shows that the boys curse up a storm.

Another reason? It takes place on my birthday.

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So, are the Ghostfacers really short or are the boys really tall?

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Dean&Sam’s reactions to the civilians are hilarious.

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Sam: Survival under atomic attack. Huh. An optimist.

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And here is Dean at his most dangerous: something has taken Sammy.

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This is the most I ever like Ed of the Ghostfacers.

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I just love that they’re bleeping Dean like every fourth word.

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“Plus, it’d be cool to have a ghost on the team.”
tigriswolf: (to the end)
I remember not really liking quite a few of the season 3 eps. Let’s see if that holds true.

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I really like Isaac and Tamara’s accents.

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So, how do people know HOW the Gate opened? It’s not like Ellen, Bobby, Sam, or Dean told anybody.

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Does Dean have any idea how cruel it is, to keep playing the I’ll be dead in a year card, especially to Sam?

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I really don’t like that they introduced a pair a kickass black hunters and then made them idiots.

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Gotta say, the BoyKing of Hell storyline is much more interesting than the vessel storyline.

The vessel storyline could’ve been improved if the boys were the angels reincarnated. Fics ruined me for the canon outcome.

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THEY DID NOT LET ANYTHING OUT. I hate misplaced blame.

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“There’s like there’s a light at the end of the tunnel.”

“That’s hellfire, Dean.”

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Sam, you’re even worse than Dean at pretending everything is okay.

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So, did Lisa not see all the newscasts about Dean Winchester?

Also, did canon ever tell us if Ben is actually Dean’s or not?

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Why do people insist on having conversations about secrets and dangerous things out in public where anyone can hear?

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Dean and Ben are so cute.

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Uh oh, it’s Gordon Walker.

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Watching these two lowlifes beat the boys is pretty entertaining.

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You put the cursed object in an outside pocket, Sam? Really?

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Oh, there’s Bella.

She must be a pretty good thief, if Sam doesn’t feel her pick his pocket.

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“I lost my shoe.”

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“I’m Batman.”

“Yeah. You’re Batman.”

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Yeah, I’m on ep 4 and I’m just… bleh. *sigh* I thought I’d picked season 3 as my least favorite at random, but apparently I didn’t.

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Dean: “Lucifer’s really real?”

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I liked this episode a lot more when I first saw it.

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Bedtime Stories! I remember that this gave me so many ideas.

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DEAN. Do not look away from the road that long! Argh.

It always bothers me when people have major conversations and look at each other for that long while one of them is driving.

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Fuck, they’re so codependent. Dangerously, psychotically codependent.

Victim: “This guy, he killed my brothers. How would you feel?”

Sam: “I can’t imagine anything worse.”

Dean: *looks at Sam*

Sam’s sketch of the bad guy, oh my gosh.

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Yeah, this chick is way smarter than the dude. If you ever get a bad feeling about something? LISTEN TO IT.

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They both wear suits so well.

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Okay, I’m really liking this episode.

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After so long in a coma, would she still look that healthy? Her hair and everything?

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Okay, Dean, advising your brother to just let you go, when you literally had him raised from the dead, is shitty. And hypocritical.

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How awkward was it, Jared Padalecki having to “kill” his girlfriend?

How many crossroads demons are there? How much of the plan does the one the Winchesters keep dealing with know?

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Well. Kept dealing with. ‘til, you know, Sam killed her.

Has his onscreen bodycount exceeded Dean’s yet?

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Dean: You could have gotten yourself killed!

Sam: I didn’t.

Dean: And you shot her?

Sam: She was a smartass.

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Dean: Where’s my car?

Sam: Did you feed the meter?

Dean: Yes, I fed the meter. Sam, where’s my car? Somebody stole my car!

Sam: Hey, hey, calm down.

Dean: I am calming down! Somebody stole my car! *spiraling into a panic attack*

Sam: *hurries over to help him*

Bella: *shows up*

Dean & Sam: *try to kill her with their minds*

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Dean: Can I shoot her?

Sam: Not in public.

I do like Bella; she definitely could’ve used more development - but that’s true of a lot of season 3. That writer’s strike really messed so many of shows up.

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They do menacing so well.

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Like, so fucking well, I love it.

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God, knowing WHY Bella made the deal to kill her father, having the boys harangue her for it? Dean’s crack about her dad? Damn.

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Okay, so a demon tells Gordon that Sam Winchester is going to join the demons and bring Hell to Earth. Why does he believe it? How does that push him over the edge?

Because he didn’t like Sam?

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Bella tells them they’re one step away from being serial killers, and the world conspires to keep giving them reasons to edge closer and closer.

Like, you know, hunters coming after them. And being turned into vampires.

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Damn, Gordon’s death is pretty horrible. He should’ve just let Dean shoot him.

WHY did Gordon stop fighting Sam long enough to start draining Dean? That is literally the stupidest thing he’s ever done.

But now, now, Dean is teaching Sam how to take care of the Metallicar. Oh my gosh. And the way Sam’s face drops when he realizes why Dean’s telling him.
tigriswolf: (a bird may love a fish)
Oh, look, they’re wearing gloves for the ONLY TIME THEY WANT TO GET CAUGHT.

Because that makes sense.

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I’m still disappointed that they don’t play Johnny Cash’s song during this ep.

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This is where I got Really pretty sure!

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Oh, Henriksen, sometimes you’re so likable, and sometimes you’re just a big bag of dicks.

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Dean fits in on a movie set; Dean fits in inside a prison.

Is he a scary good chameleon or just looking for somewhere to belong?

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I wish we knew more about the lawyer. What happens after Henriksen comes back without the Winchesters and blames her for bad intel? Can she claim the boys lied to her? When SHE’s the one with the intel and the nurse’s name?

What does she think they wanted the intel for?

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It’s so damn sad that Dean’s so excited to mow the lawn. And then he’s not even good at it, of course he’s not.

And now Sam’s arrived. Oh gosh, Dean. This is so sad.

Is the jinn controlling the world? Is it Dean’s subconscious populating it? Because that’s so so damn sad.

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“What are you callin’ me a bitch for?”

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So, Dean’s wishworld is just so sad. And Sam being glad he and Dean get along, oh boys.

Does Dean think Sam would trade him for Jess?

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Do only smoke demons leave sulfur, or also demons in meatsuits?

Dean: starts the episode shouting for Sam (except Sam’s been nabbed)
Dean: ends the episode shouting for Sam (except Sam is dead in his arms)

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How does Azazel decide which kids do the Hunger Games thing at a time?

What has Ava been eating this whole time? How has she bathed? Does Azazel let her out in-between Hunger Games?

Oh, no, Hardison’s evil twin.

Aww, Andy is so friggin’ cute.

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Hardison’s evil twin is such a good guy! Damnit.

“Just so you know - that was a demon.”

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Is Sam the ONLY of Azazel’s kids who knows anything about demons and stuff? Because that’s a hell of an advantage.

He still loses, of course.

Or is that he wins? Because he does come back.

WHAT THE FUCK IS AZAZEL’S PLAN.

Could Lucifer take any of the other kids? Because Dean probably wouldn’t have hesitated, if he had to face any of them. Definitely wouldn’t have gone to Hell.

Did they change gears halfway through? Decide that instead of BoyKing of Hell, Sam is just a meatsuit for Lucifer?

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I like all of these kids so much.

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He doesn’t need a leader. Is he just doing this for kicks? As a distraction?

I’m pretty sure the writers/producers changed their minds, because what does this Azazel arc have to do with Michael and Lucifer’s meatsuits? He wants to release Lucifer, yeah, but doesn’t he need the Winchesters for that? Would any Righteous Man work? Anyone killing Lilith?

Argh. The writer in me is so frustrated right now.

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Oh, no, Jake’s decided to kill Sam.

SAM. He has SUPER STRENGTH, he doesn’t need a weapon, you stupidhead.

Dean is almost there!

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Or does it count as Sam winning, since Jake stabs him in the back while he’s distracted?

I like Jake, I do, but Sam, you should’ve killed him.

He hears his brother calling. He looks like a puppy.

And now… he’s dying.

And Dean clutches him, supports him, is breaking.

Fuck, this is still so sad.

Head lolling. Limp.

Dean’s talking a stream of nonsense words, and Sam’s gone.

Dean’s screaming for his little brother, and his little brother is gone.

Fuck.

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Lay your weary head to rest
Don’t you cry no more

Fucking fuck.

Supposing the demon didn’t deal, so Sam wasn’t resurrected - what exactly would Dean have done?

How long has it been since Sam died? Has he started to smell?

Dean: Well, then let it end!

Yup, there’s no world Dean wants to live in unless Sam is there.

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What do you do when your only reason for existence dies?

Apparently, you take the first step in starting the apocalypse.

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This is my favorite of the crossroads demons.

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Question: could she actually get in trouble?

Second question: how do the angels feel about people being resurrected by demons?

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Dean, you’re very bad at pretending everything’s fine, you know that, right?

Also, what building are they in? Where’d they get that pizza?

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Along with supernatural healing, do the Winchesters have some sort of timewarp that lets them get around a friggin’ass huge country so fast?

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Fuck, but Dean’s self-worth issues are staggering.

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So, the reason Sam goes total overkill on Jake is because he’s figured out his brother probably damned himself, right?

Also: the world literally hangs in the balance and Sam drops everything to run to Dean. Of course.

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Also also: was Sam dying unexpected, or Dean trading his soul? Because wasn’t the latter required for Azazel’s plan?

Or is just to hurt Dean a little more?

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Would things have gone smoother if Azazel hadn’t died? Like, apocalypse-wise? Probably.

Does that fic exist?

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“Don’t get mad at me. Don’t you do that. I had to. I had to look out for you. That’s my job.”

“And what do you think my job is?”

“What?”

“You save my life over and over, you sacrifice everything for me - don’t you think I’d do the same for you?”

Uh, no, Sam. Pretty sure it’s never crossed his mind.

“You’re my big brother. There’s nothing I wouldn’t do for you.”

I’m very much in the mood for protective BoyKing of Hell fics now.
tigriswolf: (the devil went down)
Houses of the Holy… I remember neither liking nor disliking this one. Let’s see what I think now.

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Dean: Angels aren’t real.

Sam: Arguing that angels are real.

Me: oh, boys.

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Sam: Father, that’s Michael, right? *pointing at Dean*

Foreshadowing. Except… Dean never says yes.

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Sam: I do pray every day. I have for a long time.

… whoever’s listening to him, what do they think? Lucifer’s vessel, the boy with Azazel’s blood - does it make any of them reconsider, even a little?

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Dean not believing in angels because angels didn’t protect their mom.

He’s probably even more pissed later because of that.

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Sam: Father, please, I can explain. Uh… actually, maybe I can’t. Um…

Me: *snickers*

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Hey, dead guy who thinks he’s an angel, what exactly does Sam need redemption for?

Priest: Men cannot be angels.
Me: Wrote like a dozen fics where Sam&Dean were angels reincarnated.

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Okay, so what did kill the guy? Would he have still died that night, even if he’d raped and killed the girl?

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What exactly did “Meg” do for all that time in Sam’s body? If Sam can take over Lucifer, why can’t he stop “Meg”?

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And Dean just starts cleaning up after “Sam,” no questions asked. Which might be part of the reason I wrote so many dark AUs for them. *shrugs*

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Acting is so cool, because it’s obvious here that “Sam” is using his full size in a way that Sam never has.

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I remember liking this episode a lot more than I currently am.

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Of course, real!Sam could’ve definitely aimed well enough to kill Dean, so that was definitely Sam fighting “Meg”.

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So, what’s Azazel think of his daughter messing with the plan?

Also, if demons are made from human souls tortured in Hell, how can any of them have demon children?

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Dean’s always gonna clean up Sam’s messes. Makes me want to write another serial killer AU.

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TALL TALES, hell yeah.

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“I’m sorry, I can’t even concentrate. It’s like staring into the sun.” *cackles*

I’m honestly not sure if this or that dagger episode of Leverage is better.

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Did the writers/producers already decide the Trickster is Gabriel?

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I’m still not sure where all the Gabriel/Sam came from because I’ve thought the trickster’s had a crush on Dean since this ep.

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“You’re too precious for this world.”

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Sam doesn’t argue with Dean claiming he caught the connection between the two “victims” which means he totally did.

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“It’s not food anymore, Dean. It’s Darwinism.”

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Also, did the writers/producers already know that the trickster is Gabriel is Loki?

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ALSO. Did Gabriel already know the plan, regarding his older brothers’ vessels?

Makes me want to revisit my the trickster goes with the boys ‘verse.

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WHY DO PEOPLE ON TV NEVER WEAR SEATBELTS.

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“Farmer Roadkill.” *hee*

I can’t believe I didn’t notice how wrong Dean is acting this episode.

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Urgh, I don’t like Heart. To be honest, I just don’t like the Supernatural version of werewolves.

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They are really trying to sell the ex-boyfriend as the werewolf.

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Is it fanon or canon that Dean purposefully loses Rock Paper Scissors?

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Would you really let a stranger, even one claiming to be a cop, stay at your place all day and overnight, without checking his credentials?

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Yeah, not liking the Supernatural werewolves.

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Fucking hate this ending.

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So, here’s the first meta episode: Hollywood Babylon. *sporfle*

Hey, look, there’s Stars Hollow!

Hey, look, this weather is practically Canadian.

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Fanboy!Dean is like the cutest thing.

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“If the ghosts are in Hell, how do they hear the chanting?”

I love this episode.

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Dean’s reactions to the cast & crew complaining about the rules of ghosts is hilarious.

Dean seamlessly fitting in on set is also cute but kinda sad.
tigriswolf: (friends)
God, I want an outside pov on the brothers from a law enforcement perspective.

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You know how Sophie from Leverage is totally terrifying because of how damned good she is at making people do what she wants? Sam’s also terrifying like that.

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WHY ARE THEY NOT WEARING GLOVES. THEY KNOW BETTER.

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Okay, benevolent spirits: Mary, “Dana Shulps”, and that chick who keeps getting killed every year. Are those the only ones?

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Did Sheridan intentionally frame Dean or was it just a lucky accident for him? I don’t remember. Guess I’ll find out in a bit.

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Seriously, if he’d killed her, he’d have blood all over him. Where’s the weapon? This case would fall apart in court.

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How many plans do the boys have just in case, or do they just know what each other will do in any situation?

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Okay, “This Dean kid is a gift” answers my question.

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“Yeah, MySpace, what the hell is that?”

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Okay, Dean, everything you’re saying to Evan? You should remind yourself in a few months.

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Okay, could the crossroads demon really have brought John back? Does she know the plan? Would Dean have still become the Righteous Man?

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Question: how and when did John figure out Azazel’s plan? Did he know ALL of it?

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I still don’t understand the point of the Croatoan virus. Was part of the plan to turn humans into zombies? Why? Was it meant to be an extermination method?

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Has the next town over also been demonized? Seriously, what is the plan?

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So this demon named Croatoan, was that a throwaway plot line or what?

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Dean: “Nobody’s shooting my brother.”

Dean: “You make one move on my brother and you’ll be dead before you hit the floor.”

Sam: “Dean, go. Get out of here.”

Boys, it’s only gonna get worse.

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He just wants to die with his brother, is that too much to ask?

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Oh, look, Duane’s a demon. Oh, look, Sam’s immune and the whole thing was to prove Sam’s immune to the zombie virus. Why does that even matter? Wouldn’t he be protected as Lucifer’s vessel anyway? Is Dean also immune, due to being Michael’s vessel?

And now it’s almost time for the big reveal.

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What could John have possibly said? Just, “Watch out for Sam. You might have to kill him.” Like, what? You could’ve told them ages ago, John. You could’ve taken legitimate precautions. Instead, you’ve led them to this point with your paranoid tendencies and hoarded away all pertinent information.

Damnit, John.

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Hunted, oh yeah. I remember the promo for this episode; it was amazing. Still one of the best promos I’ve ever seen.

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“Save your baby brother, Dean, who you’ve been taking care of and protecting for nearly 23 years, but if you can’t save him from this threat I won’t name, you’ll have to kill him, son. Okay? Okay. Good talk. I’m gonna go trade myself for you now, but try not to drown in guilt. Bye, Dean.”

Fuck’s sake, John.

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Why is it that all the powers are unique - except Sam’s?

(I figure Andy and Ansem don’t count ‘cause they’re twins.)

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SAM. Why are you discussing all this shit in public where anyone can hear? It’s not like that could possibly get you killed by suspicious hunters or anything.

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Ava’s so adorable.

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Dean: Bite me.

Gordon: Give me a little while. I’ll become a vampire and do just that.

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See, Dean, this is why you should’ve gone back and made sure everyone who might’ve overheard about Sam was dead.

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I kinda want an AU where Gordon DOES kill Sam. Just so Dean can go a vengeance rampage and do Azazel’s work for him. I’m not sure what’ll happen with the angel and demon plan, but still.

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Okay, let’s pretend for a second that the plan really was BoyKing of Hell Sam Winchester instead of Lucifer’s vessel on Earth. Would Dean’ve eventually tried to kill him for it?

I’ve never believed so. The End’verse only happened because it wasn’t Sam running the show (also, the angels made it up).

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Question: Did Gordon plan to leave Dean alive after killing Sam? Because that’s a terrible idea.

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Killing Gordon for trying to kill him would not make Sam a monster, FYI.

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“Show your brother the killer you really are, Sammy.”

“It’s Sam.”

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DEAN. Y’all were discussing this IN THE OPEN. What did you expect to happen? Honestly?

I kinda want to post my epic Devour/Supernatural AU on A03 because of this rewatch.

I just can’t imagine Dean not following Sam and being the BoyKing of Hell’s right hand man. I wrote so many fics based on that premise.

Maybe I should post a collection of those on A03.

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Ugh, Playthings. All those dolls. But I like how they faked us out with there being two little girls.

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Boys, y'all are not being subtle. At all.

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Drunk!Sammy. Oh, yeah. *hee*

Sam: You’re bossy. And short. *giggles*
Dean: Are you drunk?
Sam. Yeah. So? Stupid.

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Note: Dean does not say what he’s promising.

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And now the reveal! One of the girls isn’t real.

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Sam. There isn’t a world where Dean would kill you. (Whatever happens in later seasons, I don’t consider canon. I’ve heard weird things.)

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I really think this is a happy ending for the ep. What will happen, though, when the building is demolished? Will they both become angry spirits?

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NIGHTSHIFTER.

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I love it when the boys are in sync with each other.

But poor Ron. Sam’s right, I guess, but it totally backfires.

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“We’re not workin’ for the mandroid.”

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If Ron hadn’t gone to the bank that night… I want a fic about that.

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Sam’s frustration with the situation is adorably hilarious.

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Poor Ron.

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Henriksen! Hi, dude. You could’ve really been something.

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“Bonnie to your Clyde.”

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I really really love when they show competent!kickass!boys. So much.

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“Renegade” is one of the best music cues I’ve ever seen. The whole scene is so fucking awesome.
tigriswolf: (king of the jungle)
Roommate: "You have a voracious appetite for the written word."
tigriswolf: (king of the jungle)
I’m really fucking tired of crippling bouts of sadness and a hair-trigger temper.
tigriswolf: (howling wolf)
Oh my gosh, poor Sam. Shouting for Dean, of course.

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And Dean, running around the hospital, invisible. *shivers*

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Dean watching Sam watch the Dean in a coma; god, this show.
Sam scrambling and unconsciously echoing Dean.

Also: was John planning to trade himself for Dean from the moment he woke up?

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Sam determined to save the Metallicar! Because the Metallicar IS Dean. And he’s definitely talking about both when he’s talking about the Metallicar.

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Dean finally shouting at his dad, while his dad is watching him in a coma. Shit.

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Okay, what did this nurse die from?

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Sam: shouting at John
John: shouting at Sam
Dean: trying to be the peacemaker but can’t because he’s invisible

“Dude, I full-on Swayze’d that mother.”

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Sam watching them try to save Dean - gosh he looks so small, so young.

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Dean: fighting Death long before he actually meets him.

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So, is “Tessa” wearing the form of someone actually in the hospital? Is “she” faking everything?

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Ouija board time! They are so cute.

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How difficult must it be for John, asking Azazel for hep?

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Okay, “Tessa” just answered my earlier question.

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Also, was Death not in on the Angels’ plan, regarding the Winchesters? Was Tessa really gonna take him? Because now I want to write what happened if she had.

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“Dean, how do you thing angry spirits are born?” *shivers*

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Okay, how many demons can possess a reaper? Cause that seems like a pretty major thing.

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“You’d say, “It’s okay, Dad.’” Fuck. John finally telling Dean everything he’s needed to hear, and then he adds “oh, yeah, you might need to kill the little brother you love more than the entire world put together.” Double fuck.

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This scene with the coffee cup, slow mo, Sam lunging into the room - it’s amazing.

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Fuck, but clowns are creepy.

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So, I’m liking the Harvelle intro a lot more now.

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Winchester healing at work once again.

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I’m really glad that even though every last one of Dean’s nerves is raw, and he’s reeling in grief and anger (and the shit John placed on his shoulders before going to die in his place), he’s still able to tease his little brother. Their brother-bond is my favorite part of this show.

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I remember being so completely shocked that Dean attacks the Metallicar. Like, so shocked.

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The Winchester healing applies to the Metallicar, too.


“He’s the only one who gets to call me that.”

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It’s so sad, Dean thinking he’s found a friend.

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First the Metallicar, now Sam. Shit, Dean.

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The way Dean is instantly horrified about Gordon killing his sister, and how he takes and keeps on Sam’s side. Aww. That’s the Dean I know and love.

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Gordon’s biggest mistake was hurting Sam. Threatening him. That’s the biggest mistake anyone ever makes.

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And now Dean’s entire worldview is rocked. Trust me, Dean, it gets worse.

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Watching this when you know Jared’s arm is broken, it’s obvious he’s using one more than the other.

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How is it that all these young people have their own HOUSES? Like, I live in a city with its own university and there’s kids who rent houses just off campus, but it’s not like they’re nice places, you know? But all these kids on the show have nice houses. Are houses cheaper elsewhere?

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She is an ACTUAL CORPSE, Neil. Disgusting.

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“Neil! It’s your grief counselors! We’ve come to hug.”

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So, Dean&Sam would find The Walking Dead zombies so fucking easy to deal with.

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“What’s dead should stay dead.”

Well, except for Sammy.

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The one time the Winchester healing doesn’t work: when a zombie breaks Sam’s arm.

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Dean, that is the least-subtle following ever.

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And Sam, seeing someone else drive the Metallicar.

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And Dean, trying to comfort Sammy. Oh, boys.

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God, Sam can be so intimidating.

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So, Sam’s power, compared to the rest of the kids’, seems kinda sucky.

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Okay, Ansem Weems is hella creepy, too.

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“You learn you got a twin, you call him up. You go out for a drink. You don’t start killing people.”

Oh, Andy was so cool.

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Okay, so I know that the whole bringing the Roadhouse into it was part of worldbuilding, and trying to expand the cast a little -

But it seems completely out of character that Dean would just lay down most of the cards, or let Sam tell Ellen about the visions. (Which is why I wrote that drabble where he went back later and killed everyone who might’ve heard.)

On to No Exit. Fuck, this one has always creeped me out.

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This might actually be my least-favorite episode.

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I remember that Jo got a shitload of hate, back when this first aired, and she’s annoying, sure, but it’s in that way kids are annoying because they think they know everything. She definitely wasn’t given enough time to explore her character, which is possibly because of the mega-backlash against her.

She also definitely didn’t deserve all the hate.
tigriswolf: (old man of the forest)
Fiction: 11
Non-fiction: 13
Children’s: 57
tigriswolf: (blade of the queen)
Just filled out the Cat Haven fostering form.

book log

Apr. 1st, 2017 08:11 pm
tigriswolf: (king of the jungle)
(I rediscovered Supernatural fanfiction during the last week of the month, so my reading of books slowed down a little.)

January 5 – 6, 2017: Wild Magic by Tamora Pierce

January 7 – 8, 2017: Wolf-Speaker by Tamora Pierce

January 9, 2017: Emperor Mage by Tamora Pierce

January 10, 2017: The Realm of the Gods by Tamora Pierce

January 11, 2017: The One You Feed by EM Hollaway

January 12, 2017: Alanna The First Adventure by Tamora Pierce

January 13, 2017: In the Hands of the Goddess and The Woman Who Rides Like a Man by Tamora Pierce

January 13 - 18, 2017: Lioness Rampant by Tamora Pierce

January 17 – April , 2017: Ethical Leadership and Decision Making in Education by Joan Poliner Shapiro & Jacqueline A. Stefkovich

January 18 - 19, 2017: First Test by Tamora Pierce

January 19 - 20, 2017: Page by Tamora Pierce

January 20 - 21, 2017: Squire by Tamora Pierce

January 21 - 23, 2017: Lady Knight by Tamora Pierce

January 23 - 24, 2017: Trickster’s Choice by Tamora Pierce

January 24 – April , 2017: Decolonizing Methodologies Research and Indigenous Peoples by Linda Tuhiwai Smith

January 24 – April , 2017: Educational Leadership for Ethics and Social Justice ed. by Anthony H. Normore & Jeffrey S. Brooks

January 25, 2017: Trickster’s Queen by Tamora Pierce

January 26 - 27, 2017: Tortall and Other Lands by Tamora Pierce

January 26 – April , 2017: Foundations of Critical Race Theory in Education ed. Edward Taylor & David Gillborn & Gloria Ladson-Billings

January 27, 2017: Ferocious Fluffity by Erica S. Perl & Henry Cole

January 30, 2017: Serpents and Werewolves: Stories of Shapeshifters from around the World by Lari Don; I Am the Book, poems selected by Lee Bennett Hopkins & illustrated by Yayo; Imagine a City by Elise Hurt; Jumping Off Library Shelves, poems selected by Lee Bennett Hopkins & illustrated by Jane Manning; Eyes of the Unicorn by Teresa Bateman; Forgive Me, I Meant To Do It by Gail Carson Levine; Dealing with Dragons by Patricia C. Wrede

January 31, 2017: Searching for Dragons by Patricia C. Wrede

February 1, 2017: Calling on Dragons & Talking to Dragons by Patricia C. Wrede

February 1 - 2, 2017: Book of Enchantments by Patricia C. Wrede

February 2 - 3, 2017: Beauty by Robin McKinley

February 3, 2017: The Unicorn and the Moon by Tomie dePaula; Bang Bang I Hurt the Moon by Luis Amavisca & Esther G. Madrid; Bogo the Fox Who Wanted Everything by Susanna Isern & Sonja Wimmer; Also an Octopus by Maggie Tokuda-Hall & Benji Davies; The Bear Who Couldn’t Sleep by Caroline Nastro & Vanya Nastanlieva

February 4, 2017: Cloaked in Red by Vivian Vande Velde; The Tale of Tam Linn by Lari Don & Philip Longson; The Secret of the Kelpie by Lari Don & Philip Longson

February 4 - 6, 2017: Once Upon a Dream by Liz Braswell

February 6, 2017: Three Good Deeds by Vivian Vande Velde

February 6 - 7, 2017: Under My Hat Tales from the Cauldron edited by Jonathan Strahan

February 7 - 8, 2017: Mechanica by Betsy Cornwell

February 8, 2017: Poisoned Apples Poems for You My Dear by Christine Heppermann; Girls and Goddesses Stories of Heroines from around the World by Lari Don

February 8 - 11, 2017: The Lost Empire of Atlantis by Gavin Menzies

February 9, 2017: The Search for Lost Cities by Nicola Barber

February 9 – April , 2017: Racial Battle Fatigue Exposing the Myth of Post-Racial America ed. by Kenneth J. Fasching-Varner & Katrice A. Albert & Roland W. Mitchell & Chaunda M. Allen

February 10 -11 , 2017: Atlantis The Andes Solution by JM Allen

February 11, 2017: The Cod’s Tale by Mark Kurlansky; One Hundred Details from the National Gallery by Kenneth Clark; Troll’s Eye View edited by Ellen Datlow & Terri Windling

February 12, 2017: Beware the White Rabbit edited by Shannon Delaney & Judith Graves

February 13, 2017: Historical Animals by Julia Moberg; Cinderella A Grimm’s Fairy Tale by Ulrike Hasselhoff

February 13 - 14, 2017: The Goose Girl by Shannon Hale

February 14, 2017: Blood-sucking Man-eating Monsters by Kelly Regan Barnhill; The Turkey Girl by Penny Pollock & Ed Young; Beauty and the Beast by Mahlon F. Craft & Kinuko Y. Craft; The Rough-Face Girl by Rafe Martin & David Shannon

February 14 – April , 2017: Educating About Social Issues in the 20th and 21st Centuries Critical Pedagogues and Their Pedagogical Theories vol. 4 ed. by Samuel Totten & Jon E. Pedersen

February 15, 2017: Rosa Bonheur Painter of Animals by Olive Price

February 15 – 16, 2017: Sweetblood by Pete Hautman

February 16 - 19, 2017: Dinosaurs How They Lived and Evolved by Darren Nash & Paul Barrett

February 17, 2017: Cinderella a Fairy Tale Adventure by Giada Francia

February 18, 2017: Beauty and the Beast by H. Chuku Lee & Pat Cummings; Previously by Allan Ahlberg & Bruce Ingman; Who Pushed Humpty Dumpty? By David Levinthal & John Nickle; Glass Slipper Gold Sandal a Worldwide Cinderella by Paul Fleischman & Julie Paschkis

February 19, 2017: Here There Be Monsters The Legendary Kraken and the Giant Squid by HP Newquist; Rad Women Worldwide by Kate Schatz

February 19 – 21, 2017: The Dead Duke, His Secret Wife, and the Missing Corpse by Piu Marie Eatwell

February 20, 2017: Bigfoot CindeRRRRella by Tony Johnston & James Warhola; The Boy Who Cried Bigfoot by Scott Magoon

February 22, 2017: Nursery Tales Around the World by Judy Sierra; Giant Sea Reptiles of the Dinosaur Age by Caroline Arnold & Laurie Caple

February 22 - 28, 2017: Celestial Geometry by Ken Taylor

February 22 – 23, 2017: Classical Women Poets by Josephine Balmer

February 23, 2017: A Library for Juana by Pat Mora & Beatriz Vidal; Rosa Bonheur by Elbert Hubbard

February 24, 2017: The Lion & the Mouse by Jerry Pinkney; The Emperor and the Nightingale by Kuang-ts’ai Hao, Shih-ming Chang, & Nguyen Ngoc Ngan; Wild Wild Sunflower Child Anna by Nancy White Carlstrom & Jerry Pinkney; Lies, Knives, and Girls in Red Dresses by Ron Koertge

February 25 – March 1, 2017: The Tempest by Shakespeare (ed. by Barbara A Mowat & Paul Werstine)

March 1, 2017: The History and Uncertain Future of Handwriting by Anne Trubek; We Should All Be Feminists by Chimamanda Ngozi Adiche; Women of the Sea Ten Pirate Stories by Myra Weatherly

March 1 - 2, 2017: The Thief by Megan Whalen Turner

March 1 - 16, 2017: The Moral Imperative of School Leadership by Michael Fullan

March 2, 2017: The Nightingale by Pirkko Vainio; The Nightingale by Stephen Mitchell & Bagram Ibatoulline; The Little Match Girl by Jerry Pinkney; Mama’s Nightingale by Edwidge Danticat & Leslie Staub; Little Red Riding Hood by Jerry Pinkney

March 2 – 5, 2017: Shady Characters The Secret Life of Punctuation, Symbols, & Other Typographical Marks by Keith Houston

March 2 - 8, 2017: The Queen of Attolia by Megan Whalen Turner

March 3, 2017: First Light First Life A Worldwide Creation Story by Paul Fleischman & Julie Paschkis; Anansi and the Box of Stories by Stephen Krensky & Jeni Reeves; The Sleeper and the Spindle by Neil Gaiman & Chris Riddell; The Parade a Stampede of Stories about Ananse the Trickster Spider by KP Kojo

March 3 - 6, 2017: Demand the Impossible a Radical Manifesto by Bill Ayers

March 4, 2017: The Girl Who Loved Wild Horses by Paul Goble; The King Who Rained by Fred Gwynne; Pitch and Throw, Grasp and Know What Is a Synonym by Brian P. Cleary & Brian Gable; I’m, Won’t, They’re, and Don’t What’s a Contraction? By Brian P. Cleary & Gable; Cinder Edna by Ellen Jackson & Kevin O’Malley

March 5 - 6 , 2017: Ella Enchanted by Gail Carson Levine

March 5 – 7, 2017: Sappho by Diane J. Raynor & Andre Lardinois; Huntress by Malindo Lo

March 7, 2017: Blanchette et les Sept Petits Cajuns A Cajun Snow White by Sheila Hebert-Collins & Patrick Soper; Sleeping Beauty by Maja Dusikova

March 7 - 9, 2017: Feathers, Paws, Fins, and Claws Fairy-Tale Beasts ed. by Jennifer Schacker & Christine A. Jones, ill. By Lina Kusaite

March 8, 2017: Ash by Malinda Lo

March 9, 2017: The King of Attolia by Megan Whalen Turner; Snow White A Fairy Tale Adventure by Giada Francia; All the Dirt A History of Getting Clean by Katherine Ashenburg

March 9 - 12, 2017: William Shakespeare’s Star Wars Verily, A New Hope by Ian Doescher

March 10, 2017: A Conspiracy of Kings by Megan Whalen Turner; Snow White and the Seven Dwarves by Chihiro Iwasaki; Rapunzel A Fairy Tale Adventure by Giada Francia; Imaginary Menagerie A Book of Curious Creatures by Julia Larios & Julia Paschkis; Beauty and the Beast A Fairy Tale Adventure by Giada Francia; Matchless A Christmas Story by Gregory Maguire

March 11, 2017: The Little Match Girl by Rachel Isadora; The Girl Who Spun Gold by Virginia Hamilton and Leo & Diane Dillon; Little Red Riding Hood A Fairy Tale Adventure by Giada Francia; The Sleeping Beauty by Trina Schart Hyman; The Little Mermaid A Fairy Tale Adventure by Giada Francia; Sleeping Beauty A Fairy Tale Adventure by Giada Francia

March 12, 2017: Sleeping Beauty by Margaret Early

March 13 - 15, 2017: Kraken by Wendy Williams

March 15, 2017: Instructions by Neil Gaiman & Charles Vess; Snoring Beauty by Bruce Hale & Howard Fine

March 16, 2017: Snow White An Islamic Tale by Fawzia Gilani & Shireen Adams; Fortunately, the Milk by Neil Gaiman & Skottie Young; The 21 Balloons by William Pene du Bois

March 17, 2017: The Cow of No Color Riddle Stories and Justice Tales from around the World by Nina Jaffe & Steve Zeitlin

March 18 - 21, 2017: Giants of the Lost World by Donald R Prothero

March 18, 2017: Daisy-Head Mayzie by Dr. Seuss; There’s a Wocket in My Pocket by Dr. Seuss; Cinderella by Ruth Sanderson; Cinderella (as if you didn’t already know the story) by Barbara Ensor; Sarah’s Unicorn by Bruce & Katherine Coville

March 20, 2017: Aladdin A Fairy Tale Adventure by Giada Francia

March 21, 2017: Aida by Leontyne Price and Leo&Diane Dillon; Octopuses by Kate Riggs; The Secret River by Marjorie Kinnan Rawlings and Leo&Diane Dillon; Wind Child by Shirley Rousseau Murphy and Leo&Diane Dillon

March 22, 2017: A Wild Swan and Other Tales by Michael Cunningham

March 23, 2017: Megatooth by Patrick O’Brien; Paleo Sharks by Timothy J. Bradley; Earth Mother by Ellen Jackson and Leo&Diane Dillon

March 24, 2017: Turandot by Marianna Mayer & Winslow Pels; The Crystal Mountain by Ruth Sanderson; The Sleeping Beauty by Jane Yolen & Ruth Sanderson

March 25, 2017: The Twelve Dancing Princesses by Marianna Mayer & KY Craft; Princess Tales by Grace Maccarone & Gail de Marcken

March 26, 2017: The Snow Princess by Ruth Sanderson; The Twelve Dancing Princesses by Ruth Sanderson; Where Have the Unicorns Gone? By Jane Yolen & Ruth Sanderson

March 31, 2017: Skin Again by bell hooks & Chris Raschka; Would You Rather be a Princess or a Dragon? By Barney Saltzberg; Little Wing Learns to Fly by Calista Brill & Jennifer A Bell
tigriswolf: (friends)
So, I’m pretty sure Provenance is the reason I detest creepy old photographs of people.


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Wow, Dean’s got quite a “die, you gravy sucking pig” look.

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Sarah Blake is awesome.

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“Low sodium freaks.”

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So, their reactions to John knocking on the window is adorable.

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I do not understand John’s thought processes when the boys were growing up. He kept them completely separate from the hunting community why? Did they explain that later?

John taking out his anger at Sam on Dean… Bet that’s a cycle that goes back years.

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Dean trying to keep the peace - ouch. He’s such a caretaker.

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CHRIST this show is so dark! How are we meant to see anything?

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The look on both Sam and John’s face when Dean doesn’t just give in: wow.

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The look on Dean’s face while Luther chokes Sam: god, I wrote so many protective!Dean fics. So many.

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I really wanna know more about Pastor Jim.

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Dean FINALLY stands up to his dad, and it’s because John’s ranting about Sam. Of course. OF COURSE.

God, I still love this show.

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So, Dean’s pulled Sam from two fires and kept him from running into a third. Oh, boys.

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And here’s Bobby!

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Bobby: don’t hurt the meatsuit! she’s innocent!

Bobby: don’t exorcise the demon! it’ll kill the meatsuit!

Make up your mind, Bobby.

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Okay, so when Azazel is using John to tell Dean how proud he is - is he remembering the hunter who once claimed to be the one who killed him? Is he having fun, saying what Dean always wanted John to say? What were his reasons?

And Sam picks his brother. Of course he does.

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So John fights off Azazel for Dean, and Sam fights off Lucifer… and he’s still utterly sure he’s never enough.

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“No, sir. Not before everything.”

And then: CRASH

I remember being so fucking pissed about this finale, because we didn’t know yet if the show was renewed. I was so fucking pissed.

On to the bloopers!
tigriswolf: (howling wolf)
So we start the racist truck episode.

My mom: tells me about that creepyass experience we had on a highway in the same spot the racist truck is chasing down the victim, that involved temperature dropping and fog.

Awesome.

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I still love the fact that the boys don’t act racist at all.

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Now Mom’s complaining about the bayou in this scene. *snickers*

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I like Cassie a lot more now, but wow, this dialogue is kinda stilted.

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Mom: That truck is not from the 60s.

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And mom is complaining about the state of the body trapped inside a truck in a swamp for forty years.

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On to Nightmares! Mom says that’s perfect since we’ve both been having strange dreams.

How is Jared Padalecki so good at puppy dog eyes?

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Okay, the true vessels for Michael and Lucifer, pretending to be priests. And doing it badly. This is awesome.

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“Our dark spots are pretty dark.” Understatement.

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There’s still something about Dean’s reaction at the end of Nightmares, the way he says “All things considered.”
Add that reaction in with Dean saying that he’s the one thing Max didn’t have, and the look on his face right before the credits - I’m not sure what all we learn about their childhood in the later seasons, but I’m sure Dean took at least one beating after Sam did something to piss John off. Damnit.

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THE BENDERS

Dude, this was my favorite ep for a long time. Protective Dean Winchester is my favorite flavor.

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I still don’t understand HOW the kidnappings work. Are they hiding under the cars? How can any of them take Sam?

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Why did they film this show so fucking dark? You can’t see anything.

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Sam is SUCH A PUPPY.

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I remember not liking Shadow much; let’s see if that changes.

Also: the boys look SO LITTLE in their costumes! Oh my gosh.

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Oh, Dean. All he has is his family, and they keep either leaving him behind or wanting to. Shit. How he is STILL my favorite character even though I literally haven’t watched this show in years?

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“Baby, I’ve killed a lot more for a lot less.” I do like that line.

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Yeah, I still don’t care about Shadows. And I still don’t understand John’s thought process in this ep.

But HELL HOUSE, oh yeah.

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Dean, what the fuck, singing about fires taking lovers away? SERIOUSLY?

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So, the Winchesters have supernatural healing. Yup.

But the scene with the kids describing what happened, it’s hilarious.

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GHOSTFACERS.

Wow, Dean and Sam can be so intimidating, and it’s awesome. And then, they’re just taking the piss out of people, and that’s awesome, too.

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Mom: A little gratuitous nakedness? No one minds that, right? I don’t mind it. He’s a good-looking kid.

Also: Sam should have SO MANY SCARS. But supernatural healing.

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“What would Buffy do?”

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I love when the boys act like brothers. My favorite part of the show.

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God, this ep gives me so many ideas for Dean being a tulpa.

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“I’m the oldest, which means I’m always right.”

I totally agree with that, Dean.

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“I was sleepin’ with my peepers open.” *sporfle* And Sam’s still laughing about it hours later.

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WHY is this woman leaving one of her sons alone with a stranger and letting another stranger drive her to the hospital? Two humongous men who literally showed up the night before. And now one of them is in her son’s hospital room! Really?

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Jensen Ackles does intimidating SO WELL. Damn. He’s so pretty you forget sometimes how big he is.

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WOW, they are beating us over the head with the brother parallels between Dean&Sam and Michael&Asher. And was it intentional, the older brother being named Michael? Or just a coincidence with a very common name?

Also, god, I’m realizing that SO MANY of the old screencaps I had of Dean came from this ep. Damn, he’s so gorgeous.

Sam: I wish I could have that kind of innocence.
Dean: If it means anything, sometimes I wish you could, too.

Not for himself, of course. For Sam.
tigriswolf: (mushroom head)
Now on Hook Man, which isn’t as good as I remember it being. But damn, Dean is pretty this episode.

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THE BIG DAMN HERO SHOT, which I’m pretty sure Jensen Ackles was created for.

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And now Bugs. Which I think I’ve seen once. *sigh* I remember plotholes bigger than prehistoric insects.

And I will probably be fastforwarding quite a bit of this, because from what I remember, parts of this are going to make my skin crawl.

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Wow, those are some fakeass dead spiders.

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And magically, we just skipped at least 11 hours. Were the angels watching or something?

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HOME. This episode is the one that got me into Supernatural.

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Asylum! I got so much fodder for angsty brother relationship from this one. And it has my favorite civilian of the week from season 1: Kat

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“If we get out of here alive… we are so breaking up.” *sporfle*

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So I just started Scarecrow and Mom’s in the room, and she looked at Jared Padalecki and said, “They’re so young! He’s a baby.” *hee*

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“Dude, you fugly.”

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Mom just said, while Dean’s trying to save that couple from the orchard, “God, they’re so cute.”

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And now I’m explaining the episode to my aunt who’s never seen a single part of this show. *cackles*

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Sam shows up to untie Dean.

My aunt: How’d he get there so fast?

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“I’m not gonna let you die, period.”

Oh, fuck. Boys.

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“Why do you deserve to live more than my daughter?”

Shit, Dean’s self-worth issues.

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Sue Ann is still one of the creepiest villains.

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And Dean doesn’t run. Of course he doesn’t.

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“He’s not your God.”

Wow, Sam sounds just a little vindictive there.
tigriswolf: (once)
(copied from tumblr)

They are SO YOUNG and LITTLE. Oh my gosh. The first time I watched this, I was younger than Sam; now I’m older than Dean.

Also, holy shit, Jensen Ackles is exactly as gorgeous as I remember him being.

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On to Wendigo: why the fuck did they film this show so goddamned dark?

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Still Wendigo:

IT IS SO FUCKING DARK, how are we supposed to see what’s going on!?

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And now on Dead in the Water:

Wow, way to be inconspicuous, boys.

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Also, this is one of the things I still love about the show, even though I’m six seasons behind and I’m not sure it’s true anymore: but they get the sibling relationship. I loved it when I first watched, and I’m loving it now.

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Also, shit, I forgot I was planning to shower after this. Damnit. At least I can be reasonably sure neither of my parents has ever accidentally or purposefully drowned someone?

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Phantom Traveler:

This doesn’t really jive with how demons are portrayed later, but Dean’s still all cute with his homemade EMF meter and Sam’s adorably shocked at his big brother actually being afraid of something.

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Bloody Mary! One of my favorite eps, just because it showcases (finally!) how good Dean is at hand-to-hand combat. *happy sigh*

But also, it shows how cocky the boys are; not checking for an alarm system? Sloppy.

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And now Skin. Holy shit, Skin.

Massive plot holes. Jensen playing a psychopath. Little!brother Sam who has big!brother Dean wrapped around his finger.

I remember loving this episode. Let’s see if I still do.

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Also: god, I hate Sam calling this chick Becky and Beck, and I don’t know why. It just doesn’t sound right for some reason.

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Oh my gossssshhhhh, Sam is just a giant puppy dog! He’s so big but he can look so sad and petulant, and it’s no wonder Dean just melts.

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GOD, in what universe would Rebecca be walking home from the hospital after being tortured in her own home? Seriously?!

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There are SO MANY PLOTHOLES with Dean Winchester being blamed for everything in St. Louis. The cops just let his little brother go? No one asks any questions about motivation? Is there any other evidence besides his corpse? WHO is supposed to have killed him?

Argh.
tigriswolf: (a bird may love a fish)
Written March 27, 2017

A couple days ago, for reasons I still can't pinpoint, my mood plummeted from happyish to wondering what the point of being alive was since I was so sad. It was storming outside. I really wanted to cry, but couldn't seem to - so I went into the frontyard and stood in the rain.

(After a nap that lasted half the day, I woke up no longer wondering what the point of being alive is.)



Clouds roll in,
dark, full of thunder,
a freezing wind
and icy rain.
I stand,
smelling smoke,
ashy, soot-stained,
letting the sky cry
the tears I cannot cry.

Gaping wounds heal,
flesh knits back together,
become bruises, become scars.
Sharp pain lessens to aches.
Aches fade—

The pain turns to a memory
that hits suddenly,
in flashes like lightning,
in waves like thunder.

Head tilted down,
hair loose, icy rain
soaking into my shirt,
dripping down my shoulders.
I lift my chin,
eyes dry
while water washes across my face.
Freezing wind whips around me,
and I ache, but shivering,
no tears come—
So I let the world weep for me.

Suddenly, sometimes I don’t
even know why, what
caused it, how to keep it
from happening again—

Clouds roll in, dark,
full of thunder, full of ice.
Clouds roll in as I remember,
as I shudder in the wind
while the sky cries on my face.

I tilt my head down,
close my eyes, shiver and ache.
High above me, thunder
shakes the sky, lightning
burns—burns.
The sky cries for me.

Clouds roll in.
I smell ash on the freezing wind.
There is soot on my hands,
so I lift them to the rain.
I cannot cry—
I want to, but no tears come.

I stand in the storm
so the world can grieve for me.

Eyes closed,
face towards the sky,
the clouds roll in
and I inhale
air clear of smoke.
tigriswolf: (once)
Okay, so I was gonna rewatch Supernatural season 1 today, but the DVD froze 14 minutes into the pilot. So instead, I am now reading Supernatural fanfic for the first time in a long time, and it's making me want to write for this show again.

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