This is an old game that we played - SN drabble - R

[tigriswolf]

 tenth of the icon drabbles
not my characters; title from Anne Sexton
Wincest for sadelyrate

            “Sam.” 

            His voice is shredded, torn, broken, with the sound of your name rolling off as if he’s in pain. You like it.

            (Everything’s new.)

            “No, man, what’re you doin’?”

            He tries to push you away, but you don’t even strain and he can’t move you. The power rushing through your veins(virus) gives you more strength than you’ve ever felt before, even when you embraced Azazel’s gifts for those fleeting moments. 

            (He pulled you back. He always has. But not this time.)

            “Sam, stop—dude, please.”

            Please. Your brother, the greatest man you’ve ever known, your idol and your god and your dream… he is begging. His eyes are wide, his skin flushed, his hands uselessly pushing against your chest.

            He is terrified. Dean is terrified.

            It’s a good look on him. You reach out, pull him close, maneuver him just so. You nuzzle into his neck, licking and nipping. He groans. He whimpers.

            “Please,” he whispers, no longer even feigning to fight. “Stop, Sam.” 

            But he is yours. He has always been yours. And now you finally have a way of keeping him forever. “Hush, Dean,” you reply softly, stroking his hair, cupping his face in your hand. “It’ll all be over soon.”

            You’ll make it good for him, gentle. Not violent, like your own turning was. He deserves only the best, your brother. After all he’s done for you over the years, you can give him this.

            Dean sighs, sinking into your grip. “Please,” he whispers again. He doesn’t want this.

            And that doesn’t matter, because you do.

            Your fangs slip out and you gently sink them into his throat.  He groans—at the end of the breath, it becomes a moan.

            “Sammy,” he says. One final plea: “No.”

            Then he’s silent, as you drink out his life, cradling him close as his heart stops. You sink down, your brother’s shell in your arms. 

            But he’ll wake again. Just like you did. And then you’ll be together until the end of the world. 
            (Forever, and it just feels right.)

Comments

[runedgirl.livejournal.com]

That was frighteningly beautiful -- frightening because in fact it *does* feel right for the two of them. Reminds me why I was enamored with very early Anne Rice, that sense of destroying/saving the one you love, the scary rightness of it. You convey that so well.
Thanks!
Lynsey

[tigriswolf]

Thank you for reading!

[unbreakableburr.livejournal.com]

FLOVE.
I'd love to see more, you're one of the few authors who could do Sam!Vampire fic and it'd be just the right mix of heartbreaking and sensual.
Well done as usual.

[tigriswolf]

Thank you so much!

[unbreakableburr.livejournal.com]

You're welcome!

[glimmerella.livejournal.com]

Very sexy and scary--left me wanting more.

[tigriswolf]

*glee*

[vorpalblades.livejournal.com]

*flails like a crazy person* Just the kind of fic I wanted to start 2008 with.

[tigriswolf]

Yay!

[lunardreamed.livejournal.com]

That's perfect!

[tigriswolf]

Thank you!

[sawyersparrow.livejournal.com]

This is great, I love that Sammy turned Dean coz they do belong together forever!

Love it!

[tigriswolf]

Thank you for reading!

[kerri-is-dead.livejournal.com]

Oh, wow. I'm at a loss for words. But that was amazing and dark. Thanks for sharing.

[tigriswolf]

Thank you for reading!

[sunrunnersioned.livejournal.com]

*smiles* beautiful...I adore you right now!!~

[tigriswolf]

Thank you!

[huntress69.livejournal.com]

Creepy, and well-written, and I truly think you should write a follow-up...and it does feel right - the two should be together forever, any way they can....

[tigriswolf]

Thank you for reading!

[mre-quecky.livejournal.com]

Woah, that was intense! Loved it.

[tigriswolf]

Thank you so much!

[frodobagginsz.livejournal.com]

Oh how I love thee, let me count the ways. Okay, anyways, this is awesome. Thanks so much. Dark, evil, vamp, Sam owning Dean is just all sorts of awesomness. tHanks for this. :-)

[tigriswolf]

Thank you for reading!

[(Anonymous)]

I just love vampire Winchesters! Especially Dean.

[tigriswolf]

Me, too.

[sadelyrate.livejournal.com]

Holy Sweet Sam...

I love You. I seriously love, love, love you right now.
Sam!!!
And Dean!!!
Just...

There's not enough GLEE in the world to describe how utterly awesome this is!
*smishes the fic and the boys and you*

Just... THANK YOU!
*smishes some more*

[tigriswolf]

I'm glad you like it!

[soxykitty.livejournal.com]

Wow that was awesome! I love me some vampire Winchesters... :oD

[tigriswolf]

Thank you!

[nimenic.livejournal.com]

Oh, I love the dark creepy yet sensual feel to it. I hope you follow this up with one where Dean awakes.

[tigriswolf]

Thank you for reading!

[tigremere.livejournal.com]

You have a knack for creepy and disturbing. I would like this except I have a very low "ick" threshold for this kind of thing. Silly me for not paying more attention to the Wincest warning. Perhaps you should have put it in all caps.

[tigriswolf]

Sillyhead.

[ysbail.livejournal.com]

Even though a part of me is screaming that Sam was a victim, he didn't choose what he's become, a bigger part is thinking I need the biggest stake imaginable - oh, and garlic, a crucifix and a nice powerful sunbed... - overkill perhaps?

This bit was the killer: He is terrified. Dean is terrified. It’s a good look on him.

Rivalled by this: He doesn’t want this. And that doesn’t matter, because you do.

But this is the bit that killed me: Then he’s silent, as you drink out his life, cradling him close as his heart stops. You sink down, your brother’s shell in your arms.
But he’ll wake again. Just like you did. And then you’ll be together until the end of the world.
Because, even as an evil blood sucker his primary motive was keeping his brother with him ...

[tigriswolf]

Thank you so much!

[schnute23.livejournal.com]

Wow that really really scared me - and I love it.

[tigriswolf]

Thank you!

[mcwicca.livejournal.com]

GUH.

[tigriswolf]

*glee*

[yaoi-anti-drug.livejournal.com]

Yum! Loved it, as always. ^_^

[tigriswolf]

I am proud of this one.

Thank you!