for ultraviolet9a
Apr. 10th, 2008 01:16 pmTitle: I would I were at rest
Fandom: “Supernatural”
Disclaimer: not my characters; just for fun. Title from Elizabeth Barrett Browning
Notes: for
ultraviolet9aon the occasion of her birth. Prompt given was showdown between Bela and Ruby
More notes: Sorry for the delay!
More notes: Sorry for the delay!
The Colt is cold in her hands; it knows she’s a thief, unworthy to hold a king of hunters’ weapon.
She has always been unworthy, too prideful to bow, too foolhardy to stay gone, too angry to let go.
She is her mother’s daughter, after all. And her father’s whore.
She sits on the edge of the bed, staring at the Colt. She holds it away from her body, barrel pointed to the floor.
A part of her wants to end this. She grips the gun that can kill anything in her sweaty, small hands. One light squeeze is all it would take. So simple. So quick.
The Colt points at the floor, with only two bullets in it. She doesn’t move.
She hears the news, unsurprised. Of course the Winchesters escaped death again. Dying does not become them; no Reaper will take them, not yet.
The Colt gleams, glints, whispers a siren-song.
But she is strong. She must do this, must at least try. Despite all her failures, all her short-comings, she has earned that much. Father groomed her for this one purpose, his sweet little girl, his vengeance finally honed. Where he failed so many times, squandered so many chances—she will succeed.
There are two bullets.
“Clever girl,” the demon says, host’s blonde hair swinging. She looks nothing like Mother did… but then, Mother was only ever a host.
Father used to tell her, so often, she had her mother’s eyes. It was one of a dozen reasons he saw nothing wrong with what he did.
“When Sam told me you’d stolen the Colt,” the demon says, “I knew.”
Her hand is tight on the gun, the deus ex machina, the last fail-safe. Her heart gallops in her chest, like the horses Father never let her ride. Tears prick in her eyes; she blinks, forcing them back.
This must be done.
“Give me the Colt, darling Annabelle,” the demon says. “This is not how you want it to end.”
Father told her the story: demon possessing his wife, conceiving the Chosen One, giving him knowledge. But the Chosen One was born female, meaning the child was not chosen, after all.
Her whole life was tied up in Father’s vengeance for his disappointment. All she knows is the task given her, the task she must complete for absolution for her crime of being born female.
Samuel Winchester is what she should have been, and she hates him for it.
The demon steps closer. This host really looks nothing like Mother—too blonde, too wholesome. Mother was razor-edged.
Her hand is sweating around the gun.
“Daughter,” the demon says. She doesn’t even know the real name. “The Colt.”
“Why didn’t you kill me?” she asks. “When you knew I wasn’t—”
The demon smiles with its host’s mouth. “Because you still had your uses, Annabelle.”
“I loathe you,” she hisses, finger tightening on the trigger.
There are two bullets.
“I know,” the demon purrs, reaching out a stolen hand to touch the Colt.
She jerks back, shifting the Colt minutely, squeezing the trigger.
The host’s expression of shock is beautiful; electricity sparks on the stolen skin.
There is one bullet; the Colt burns in her hand.
She gets Dean’s voicemail, leaves a message.
Hey, Dean? I believe I have something of yours. If you want it back… Icy Pines Lodge, in Pierre. I suggest you arrive before the policemen.
There are no bullets left.
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Date: 2008-04-10 11:48 pm (UTC)/is reeling.
Bela the half-demon, Ruby her Mum?
You're brilliant.
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Date: 2008-04-11 03:48 am (UTC)Favorite lines:
Her heart gallops in her chest, like the horses Father never let her ride.
Good analogy.
There are no bullets left.
Great ending line.
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Date: 2008-04-11 04:17 am (UTC)(no subject)
Date: 2008-04-11 06:23 am (UTC)*is speechless*
Oh, Bela.
You just made me like her. As a person, not just a great villan.
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Date: 2008-04-11 01:24 pm (UTC)I love boh these characters, and adore the concept of them being linked, but this just overwhelms me.
Every word is fantastic, the pace of relevation is brilliant, and the final line is deadly.
Well done.
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Date: 2008-04-11 01:34 pm (UTC)Thank you for reading!
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Date: 2008-04-11 01:47 pm (UTC)*is embarrassed*
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