long trip alone, over sand and stone - SN fic - R

Title: long trip alone, over sand and stone
Fandom: “Supernatural”
Disclaimer: not my characters. just for fun. Title and lyrics excerpted from “Long Trip Alone” by the adorable Dierks Bentley.
Warnings: Spoilers for everything. Character torture and death. AU. Unapologetic run-on sentences. Rampant overuse of and. Possible out-of-characterness.
Pairings: mentions of John/Mary. Wincest could be implied, for those sick puppies who enjoy that sort of thing.
Rating: Rish, I guess.
Wordcount: 2942
Point of view: third
Notes: I like Mary. And Dean. And Sam, come to think of it.
More notes: This started out as a drabbleish Dean character-study. And mutated. Then grew.
Dedication: 

smilla02 for awesomeness andiamstealthyonefor coolness and sadelyrate for sweetness and tigris_lilsisfor listening to my rambles.

 

 

( He’s waiting, alone, waiting for the other shoe to drop, waiting for that blow he can’t avoid, waiting for the claw that’s too fast, waiting for the ground to finally win when they tangle. )