Supernova - SN fic - PG13

[tigriswolf]

Title: Supernova
Fandom: SN
Disclaimer: Not my characters.  Just for fun.
Warnings: AU for pilot
Pairings: Sam/Jessica
Wordcount: 350
Rating: PG-13
Point of view: third

Her eyes are dry, but there’s a burn behind them, and there’s a hum in her bones, beneath her skin, and her voice is so raw, so weak, but she can’t stop screaming—

And his brother is holding her close and begging anyone, anything, for Sam to be alive again, to be out of the apartment, out of the fire, but no one’s listening and she can’t stop, can’t sleep, because he’s gone.

He’s gone. He’s gone, gone, gone—his brother stole him away, but returned him, and something was waiting, something had always been waiting, and no one could have fought it.

His brother is squeezing her too tight, and his voice is just murmur she can barely make out over the sirens and the crowd, and she realizes one of them has to be strong, for Sam. Only one of them can break, and she may be Sam’s soul mate, but his brother always came first, so she’ll remain firm and shatter to a thousand pieces later, because someone has to hold Dean up.

So she calms and threads her fingers through his hair and answers the questions, shivering underneath the blanket someone threw over her. Dean’s still holding her, and she doesn’t think he’ll ever let go. Distantly, she understands; it’s the same reason one of her hands is still clutching his jacket.

Sam’s gone. He’ll never come back. Dean’s as close as she’ll come, this life. And she’s all he’s got left of Sam.

Her eyes are dry, but Dean’s aren’t. Her voice is hoarse, raw; so’s his. And beneath the pain, the fear, the shock—she feels rage building. A need to hunt, to maim, to rend.

And she knows that just as soon as Dean wakes up from his grief, his fury will be righteous, a sight to behold, something to tremble before.

As soon as she’s shattered and pieced back together, she knows Dean will hunt. He leans into her, and she also knows she’ll go with him.

The fire still burns in their apartment. The fire inside her burns even hotter, and she knows a supernova was just lit inside Dean.

Comments

[belleimani.livejournal.com]

::shivers::
Well done.
I almost feel sorry for the demons.

[tigriswolf]

Thank you!

[belleimani.livejournal.com]

You're welcome!