book log updated with school books
Mar. 23rd, 2017 09:34 amJanuary 5 – 6, 2017: Wild Magic by Tamora Pierce
January 7 – 8, 2017: Wolf-Speaker by Tamora Pierce
January 9, 2017: Emperor Mage by Tamora Pierce
January 10, 2017: The Realm of the Gods by Tamora Pierce
January 11, 2017: The One You Feed by EM Hollaway
January 12, 2017: Alanna The First Adventure by Tamora Pierce
January 13, 2017: In the Hands of the Goddess and The Woman Who Rides Like a Man by Tamora Pierce
January 13 - 18, 2017: Lioness Rampant by Tamora Pierce
January 17 – April , 2017: Ethical Leadership and Decision Making in Education by Joan Poliner Shapiro & Jacqueline A. Stefkovich
January 18 - 19, 2017: First Test by Tamora Pierce
January 19 - 20, 2017: Page by Tamora Pierce
January 20 - 21, 2017: Squire by Tamora Pierce
January 21 - 23, 2017: Lady Knight by Tamora Pierce
January 23 - 24, 2017: Trickster’s Choice by Tamora Pierce
January 24 – April , 2017: Decolonizing Methodologies Research and Indigenous Peoples by Linda Tuhiwai Smith
January 24 – April , 2017: Educational Leadership for Ethics and Social Justice ed. by Anthony H. Normore & Jeffrey S. Brooks
January 25, 2017: Trickster’s Queen by Tamora Pierce
January 26 - 27, 2017: Tortall and Other Lands by Tamora Pierce
January 26 – April , 2017: Foundations of Critical Race Theory in Education ed. Edward Taylor & David Gillborn & Gloria Ladson-Billings
January 27, 2017: Ferocious Fluffity by Erica S. Perl & Henry Cole
January 30, 2017: Serpents and Werewolves: Stories of Shapeshifters from around the World by Lari Don; I Am the Book, poems selected by Lee Bennett Hopkins & illustrated by Yayo; Imagine a City by Elise Hurt; Jumping Off Library Shelves, poems selected by Lee Bennett Hopkins & illustrated by Jane Manning; Eyes of the Unicorn by Teresa Bateman; Forgive Me, I Meant To Do It by Gail Carson Levine; Dealing with Dragons by Patricia C. Wrede
January 31, 2017: Searching for Dragons by Patricia C. Wrede
February 1, 2017: Calling on Dragons & Talking to Dragons by Patricia C. Wrede
February 1 - 2, 2017: Book of Enchantments by Patricia C. Wrede
February 2 - 3, 2017: Beauty by Robin McKinley
February 3, 2017: The Unicorn and the Moon by Tomie dePaula; Bang Bang I Hurt the Moon by Luis Amavisca & Esther G. Madrid; Bogo the Fox Who Wanted Everything by Susanna Isern & Sonja Wimmer; Also an Octopus by Maggie Tokuda-Hall & Benji Davies; The Bear Who Couldn’t Sleep by Caroline Nastro & Vanya Nastanlieva
February 4, 2017: Cloaked in Red by Vivian Vande Velde; The Tale of Tam Linn by Lari Don & Philip Longson; The Secret of the Kelpie by Lari Don & Philip Longson
February 4 - 6, 2017: Once Upon a Dream by Liz Braswell
February 6, 2017: Three Good Deeds by Vivian Vande Velde
February 6 - 7, 2017: Under My Hat Tales from the Cauldron edited by Jonathan Strahan
February 7 - 8, 2017: Mechanica by Betsy Cornwell
February 8, 2017: Poisoned Apples Poems for You My Dear by Christine Heppermann; Girls and Goddesses Stories of Heroines from around the World by Lari Don
February 8 - 11, 2017: The Lost Empire of Atlantis by Gavin Menzies
February 9, 2017: The Search for Lost Cities by Nicola Barber
February 9 – April , 2017: Racial Battle Fatigue Exposing the Myth of Post-Racial America ed. by Kenneth J. Fasching-Varner & Katrice A. Albert & Roland W. Mitchell & Chaunda M. Allen
February 10 -11 , 2017: Atlantis The Andes Solution by JM Allen
February 11, 2017: The Cod’s Tale by Mark Kurlansky; One Hundred Details from the National Gallery by Kenneth Clark; Troll’s Eye View edited by Ellen Datlow & Terri Windling
February 12, 2017: Beware the White Rabbit edited by Shannon Delaney & Judith Graves
February 13, 2017: Historical Animals by Julia Moberg; Cinderella A Grimm’s Fairy Tale by Ulrike Hasselhoff
February 13 - 14, 2017: The Goose Girl by Shannon Hale
February 14, 2017: Blood-sucking Man-eating Monsters by Kelly Regan Barnhill; The Turkey Girl by Penny Pollock & Ed Young; Beauty and the Beast by Mahlon F. Craft & Kinuko Y. Craft; The Rough-Face Girl by Rafe Martin & David Shannon
February 14 – April , 2017: Educating About Social Issues in the 20th and 21st Centuries Critical Pedagogues and Their Pedagogical Theories vol. 4 ed. by Samuel Totten & Jon E. Pedersen
February 15, 2017: Rosa Bonheur Painter of Animals by Olive Price
February 15 – 16, 2017: Sweetblood by Pete Hautman
February 16 - 19, 2017: Dinosaurs How They Lived and Evolved by Darren Nash & Paul Barrett
February 17, 2017: Cinderella a Fairy Tale Adventure by Giada Francia
February 18, 2017: Beauty and the Beast by H. Chuku Lee & Pat Cummings; Previously by Allan Ahlberg & Bruce Ingman; Who Pushed Humpty Dumpty? By David Levinthal & John Nickle; Glass Slipper Gold Sandal a Worldwide Cinderella by Paul Fleischman & Julie Paschkis
February 19, 2017: Here There Be Monsters The Legendary Kraken and the Giant Squid by HP Newquist; Rad Women Worldwide by Kate Schatz
February 19 – 21, 2017: The Dead Duke, His Secret Wife, and the Missing Corpse by Piu Marie Eatwell
February 20, 2017: Bigfoot CindeRRRRella by Tony Johnston & James Warhola; The Boy Who Cried Bigfoot by Scott Magoon
February 22, 2017: Nursery Tales Around the World by Judy Sierra; Giant Sea Reptiles of the Dinosaur Age by Caroline Arnold & Laurie Caple
February 22 - 28, 2017: Celestial Geometry by Ken Taylor
February 22 – 23, 2017: Classical Women Poets by Josephine Balmer
February 23, 2017: A Library for Juana by Pat Mora & Beatriz Vidal; Rosa Bonheur by Elbert Hubbard
February 24, 2017: The Lion & the Mouse by Jerry Pinkney; The Emperor and the Nightingale by Kuang-ts’ai Hao, Shih-ming Chang, & Nguyen Ngoc Ngan; Wild Wild Sunflower Child Anna by Nancy White Carlstrom & Jerry Pinkney; Lies, Knives, and Girls in Red Dresses by Ron Koertge
February 25 – March 1, 2017: The Tempest by Shakespeare (ed. by Barbara A Mowat & Paul Werstine)
March 1, 2017: The History and Uncertain Future of Handwriting by Anne Trubek; We Should All Be Feminists by Chimamanda Ngozi Adiche; Women of the Sea Ten Pirate Stories by Myra Weatherly
March 1 - 2, 2017: The Thief by Megan Whalen Turner
March 1 - 16, 2017: The Moral Imperative of School Leadership by Michael Fullan
March 2, 2017: The Nightingale by Pirkko Vainio; The Nightingale by Stephen Mitchell & Bagram Ibatoulline; The Little Match Girl by Jerry Pinkney; Mama’s Nightingale by Edwidge Danticat & Leslie Staub; Little Red Riding Hood by Jerry Pinkney
March 2 – 5, 2017: Shady Characters The Secret Life of Punctuation, Symbols, & Other Typographical Marks by Keith Houston
March 2 - 8, 2017: The Queen of Attolia by Megan Whalen Turner
March 3, 2017: First Light First Life A Worldwide Creation Story by Paul Fleischman & Julie Paschkis; Anansi and the Box of Stories by Stephen Krensky & Jeni Reeves; The Sleeper and the Spindle by Neil Gaiman & Chris Riddell; The Parade a Stampede of Stories about Ananse the Trickster Spider by KP Kojo
March 3 - 6, 2017: Demand the Impossible a Radical Manifesto by Bill Ayers
March 4, 2017: The Girl Who Loved Wild Horses by Paul Goble; The King Who Rained by Fred Gwynne; Pitch and Throw, Grasp and Know What Is a Synonym by Brian P. Cleary & Brian Gable; I’m, Won’t, They’re, and Don’t What’s a Contraction? By Brian P. Cleary & Gable; Cinder Edna by Ellen Jackson & Kevin O’Malley
March 5 - 6 , 2017: Ella Enchanted by Gail Carson Levine
March 5 – 7, 2017: Sappho by Diane J. Raynor & Andre Lardinois; Huntress by Malindo Lo
March 7, 2017: Blanchette et les Sept Petits Cajuns A Cajun Snow White by Sheila Hebert-Collins & Patrick Soper; Sleeping Beauty by Maja Dusikova
March 7 - 9, 2017: Feathers, Paws, Fins, and Claws Fairy-Tale Beasts ed. by Jennifer Schacker & Christine A. Jones, ill. By Lina Kusaite
March 8, 2017: Ash by Malinda Lo
March 9, 2017: The King of Attolia by Megan Whalen Turner; Snow White A Fairy Tale Adventure by Giada Francia; All the Dirt A History of Getting Clean by Katherine Ashenburg
March 9 - 12, 2017: William Shakespeare’s Star Wars Verily, A New Hope by Ian Doescher
March 10, 2017: A Conspiracy of Kings by Megan Whalen Turner; Snow White and the Seven Dwarves by Chihiro Iwasaki; Rapunzel A Fairy Tale Adventure by Giada Francia; Imaginary Menagerie A Book of Curious Creatures by Julia Larios & Julia Paschkis; Beauty and the Beast A Fairy Tale Adventure by Giada Francia; Matchless A Christmas Story by Gregory Maguire
March 11, 2017: The Little Match Girl by Rachel Isadora; The Girl Who Spun Gold by Virginia Hamilton and Leo & Diane Dillon; Little Red Riding Hood A Fairy Tale Adventure by Giada Francia; The Sleeping Beauty by Trina Schart Hyman; The Little Mermaid A Fairy Tale Adventure by Giada Francia; Sleeping Beauty A Fairy Tale Adventure by Giada Francia
March 12, 2017: Sleeping Beauty by Margaret Early
March 13 - 15, 2017: Kraken by Wendy Williams
March 15, 2017: Instructions by Neil Gaiman & Charles Vess; Snoring Beauty by Bruce Hale & Howard Fine
March 16, 2017: Snow White An Islamic Tale by Fawzia Gilani & Shireen Adams; Fortunately, the Milk by Neil Gaiman & Skottie Young; The 21 Balloons by William Pene du Bois
March 17, 2017: The Cow of No Color Riddle Stories and Justice Tales from around the World by Nina Jaffe & Steve Zeitlin
March 18 - 21, 2017: Giants of the Lost World by Donald R Prothero
March 18, 2017: Daisy-Head Mayzie by Dr. Seuss; There’s a Wocket in My Pocket by Dr. Seuss; Cinderella by Ruth Sanderson; Cinderella (as if you didn’t already know the story) by Barbara Ensor; Sarah’s Unicorn by Bruce & Katherine Coville
March 20, 2017: Aladdin A Fairy Tale Adventure by Giada Francia
March 21, 2017: Aida by Leontyne Price and Leo&Diane Dillon; Octopuses by Kate Riggs; The Secret River by Marjorie Kinnan Rawlings and Leo&Diane Dillon; Wind Child by Shirley Rousseau Murphy and Leo&Diane Dillon
March 22, 2017: A Wild Swan and Other Tales by Michael Cunningham
January 7 – 8, 2017: Wolf-Speaker by Tamora Pierce
January 9, 2017: Emperor Mage by Tamora Pierce
January 10, 2017: The Realm of the Gods by Tamora Pierce
January 11, 2017: The One You Feed by EM Hollaway
January 12, 2017: Alanna The First Adventure by Tamora Pierce
January 13, 2017: In the Hands of the Goddess and The Woman Who Rides Like a Man by Tamora Pierce
January 13 - 18, 2017: Lioness Rampant by Tamora Pierce
January 17 – April , 2017: Ethical Leadership and Decision Making in Education by Joan Poliner Shapiro & Jacqueline A. Stefkovich
January 18 - 19, 2017: First Test by Tamora Pierce
January 19 - 20, 2017: Page by Tamora Pierce
January 20 - 21, 2017: Squire by Tamora Pierce
January 21 - 23, 2017: Lady Knight by Tamora Pierce
January 23 - 24, 2017: Trickster’s Choice by Tamora Pierce
January 24 – April , 2017: Decolonizing Methodologies Research and Indigenous Peoples by Linda Tuhiwai Smith
January 24 – April , 2017: Educational Leadership for Ethics and Social Justice ed. by Anthony H. Normore & Jeffrey S. Brooks
January 25, 2017: Trickster’s Queen by Tamora Pierce
January 26 - 27, 2017: Tortall and Other Lands by Tamora Pierce
January 26 – April , 2017: Foundations of Critical Race Theory in Education ed. Edward Taylor & David Gillborn & Gloria Ladson-Billings
January 27, 2017: Ferocious Fluffity by Erica S. Perl & Henry Cole
January 30, 2017: Serpents and Werewolves: Stories of Shapeshifters from around the World by Lari Don; I Am the Book, poems selected by Lee Bennett Hopkins & illustrated by Yayo; Imagine a City by Elise Hurt; Jumping Off Library Shelves, poems selected by Lee Bennett Hopkins & illustrated by Jane Manning; Eyes of the Unicorn by Teresa Bateman; Forgive Me, I Meant To Do It by Gail Carson Levine; Dealing with Dragons by Patricia C. Wrede
January 31, 2017: Searching for Dragons by Patricia C. Wrede
February 1, 2017: Calling on Dragons & Talking to Dragons by Patricia C. Wrede
February 1 - 2, 2017: Book of Enchantments by Patricia C. Wrede
February 2 - 3, 2017: Beauty by Robin McKinley
February 3, 2017: The Unicorn and the Moon by Tomie dePaula; Bang Bang I Hurt the Moon by Luis Amavisca & Esther G. Madrid; Bogo the Fox Who Wanted Everything by Susanna Isern & Sonja Wimmer; Also an Octopus by Maggie Tokuda-Hall & Benji Davies; The Bear Who Couldn’t Sleep by Caroline Nastro & Vanya Nastanlieva
February 4, 2017: Cloaked in Red by Vivian Vande Velde; The Tale of Tam Linn by Lari Don & Philip Longson; The Secret of the Kelpie by Lari Don & Philip Longson
February 4 - 6, 2017: Once Upon a Dream by Liz Braswell
February 6, 2017: Three Good Deeds by Vivian Vande Velde
February 6 - 7, 2017: Under My Hat Tales from the Cauldron edited by Jonathan Strahan
February 7 - 8, 2017: Mechanica by Betsy Cornwell
February 8, 2017: Poisoned Apples Poems for You My Dear by Christine Heppermann; Girls and Goddesses Stories of Heroines from around the World by Lari Don
February 8 - 11, 2017: The Lost Empire of Atlantis by Gavin Menzies
February 9, 2017: The Search for Lost Cities by Nicola Barber
February 9 – April , 2017: Racial Battle Fatigue Exposing the Myth of Post-Racial America ed. by Kenneth J. Fasching-Varner & Katrice A. Albert & Roland W. Mitchell & Chaunda M. Allen
February 10 -11 , 2017: Atlantis The Andes Solution by JM Allen
February 11, 2017: The Cod’s Tale by Mark Kurlansky; One Hundred Details from the National Gallery by Kenneth Clark; Troll’s Eye View edited by Ellen Datlow & Terri Windling
February 12, 2017: Beware the White Rabbit edited by Shannon Delaney & Judith Graves
February 13, 2017: Historical Animals by Julia Moberg; Cinderella A Grimm’s Fairy Tale by Ulrike Hasselhoff
February 13 - 14, 2017: The Goose Girl by Shannon Hale
February 14, 2017: Blood-sucking Man-eating Monsters by Kelly Regan Barnhill; The Turkey Girl by Penny Pollock & Ed Young; Beauty and the Beast by Mahlon F. Craft & Kinuko Y. Craft; The Rough-Face Girl by Rafe Martin & David Shannon
February 14 – April , 2017: Educating About Social Issues in the 20th and 21st Centuries Critical Pedagogues and Their Pedagogical Theories vol. 4 ed. by Samuel Totten & Jon E. Pedersen
February 15, 2017: Rosa Bonheur Painter of Animals by Olive Price
February 15 – 16, 2017: Sweetblood by Pete Hautman
February 16 - 19, 2017: Dinosaurs How They Lived and Evolved by Darren Nash & Paul Barrett
February 17, 2017: Cinderella a Fairy Tale Adventure by Giada Francia
February 18, 2017: Beauty and the Beast by H. Chuku Lee & Pat Cummings; Previously by Allan Ahlberg & Bruce Ingman; Who Pushed Humpty Dumpty? By David Levinthal & John Nickle; Glass Slipper Gold Sandal a Worldwide Cinderella by Paul Fleischman & Julie Paschkis
February 19, 2017: Here There Be Monsters The Legendary Kraken and the Giant Squid by HP Newquist; Rad Women Worldwide by Kate Schatz
February 19 – 21, 2017: The Dead Duke, His Secret Wife, and the Missing Corpse by Piu Marie Eatwell
February 20, 2017: Bigfoot CindeRRRRella by Tony Johnston & James Warhola; The Boy Who Cried Bigfoot by Scott Magoon
February 22, 2017: Nursery Tales Around the World by Judy Sierra; Giant Sea Reptiles of the Dinosaur Age by Caroline Arnold & Laurie Caple
February 22 - 28, 2017: Celestial Geometry by Ken Taylor
February 22 – 23, 2017: Classical Women Poets by Josephine Balmer
February 23, 2017: A Library for Juana by Pat Mora & Beatriz Vidal; Rosa Bonheur by Elbert Hubbard
February 24, 2017: The Lion & the Mouse by Jerry Pinkney; The Emperor and the Nightingale by Kuang-ts’ai Hao, Shih-ming Chang, & Nguyen Ngoc Ngan; Wild Wild Sunflower Child Anna by Nancy White Carlstrom & Jerry Pinkney; Lies, Knives, and Girls in Red Dresses by Ron Koertge
February 25 – March 1, 2017: The Tempest by Shakespeare (ed. by Barbara A Mowat & Paul Werstine)
March 1, 2017: The History and Uncertain Future of Handwriting by Anne Trubek; We Should All Be Feminists by Chimamanda Ngozi Adiche; Women of the Sea Ten Pirate Stories by Myra Weatherly
March 1 - 2, 2017: The Thief by Megan Whalen Turner
March 1 - 16, 2017: The Moral Imperative of School Leadership by Michael Fullan
March 2, 2017: The Nightingale by Pirkko Vainio; The Nightingale by Stephen Mitchell & Bagram Ibatoulline; The Little Match Girl by Jerry Pinkney; Mama’s Nightingale by Edwidge Danticat & Leslie Staub; Little Red Riding Hood by Jerry Pinkney
March 2 – 5, 2017: Shady Characters The Secret Life of Punctuation, Symbols, & Other Typographical Marks by Keith Houston
March 2 - 8, 2017: The Queen of Attolia by Megan Whalen Turner
March 3, 2017: First Light First Life A Worldwide Creation Story by Paul Fleischman & Julie Paschkis; Anansi and the Box of Stories by Stephen Krensky & Jeni Reeves; The Sleeper and the Spindle by Neil Gaiman & Chris Riddell; The Parade a Stampede of Stories about Ananse the Trickster Spider by KP Kojo
March 3 - 6, 2017: Demand the Impossible a Radical Manifesto by Bill Ayers
March 4, 2017: The Girl Who Loved Wild Horses by Paul Goble; The King Who Rained by Fred Gwynne; Pitch and Throw, Grasp and Know What Is a Synonym by Brian P. Cleary & Brian Gable; I’m, Won’t, They’re, and Don’t What’s a Contraction? By Brian P. Cleary & Gable; Cinder Edna by Ellen Jackson & Kevin O’Malley
March 5 - 6 , 2017: Ella Enchanted by Gail Carson Levine
March 5 – 7, 2017: Sappho by Diane J. Raynor & Andre Lardinois; Huntress by Malindo Lo
March 7, 2017: Blanchette et les Sept Petits Cajuns A Cajun Snow White by Sheila Hebert-Collins & Patrick Soper; Sleeping Beauty by Maja Dusikova
March 7 - 9, 2017: Feathers, Paws, Fins, and Claws Fairy-Tale Beasts ed. by Jennifer Schacker & Christine A. Jones, ill. By Lina Kusaite
March 8, 2017: Ash by Malinda Lo
March 9, 2017: The King of Attolia by Megan Whalen Turner; Snow White A Fairy Tale Adventure by Giada Francia; All the Dirt A History of Getting Clean by Katherine Ashenburg
March 9 - 12, 2017: William Shakespeare’s Star Wars Verily, A New Hope by Ian Doescher
March 10, 2017: A Conspiracy of Kings by Megan Whalen Turner; Snow White and the Seven Dwarves by Chihiro Iwasaki; Rapunzel A Fairy Tale Adventure by Giada Francia; Imaginary Menagerie A Book of Curious Creatures by Julia Larios & Julia Paschkis; Beauty and the Beast A Fairy Tale Adventure by Giada Francia; Matchless A Christmas Story by Gregory Maguire
March 11, 2017: The Little Match Girl by Rachel Isadora; The Girl Who Spun Gold by Virginia Hamilton and Leo & Diane Dillon; Little Red Riding Hood A Fairy Tale Adventure by Giada Francia; The Sleeping Beauty by Trina Schart Hyman; The Little Mermaid A Fairy Tale Adventure by Giada Francia; Sleeping Beauty A Fairy Tale Adventure by Giada Francia
March 12, 2017: Sleeping Beauty by Margaret Early
March 13 - 15, 2017: Kraken by Wendy Williams
March 15, 2017: Instructions by Neil Gaiman & Charles Vess; Snoring Beauty by Bruce Hale & Howard Fine
March 16, 2017: Snow White An Islamic Tale by Fawzia Gilani & Shireen Adams; Fortunately, the Milk by Neil Gaiman & Skottie Young; The 21 Balloons by William Pene du Bois
March 17, 2017: The Cow of No Color Riddle Stories and Justice Tales from around the World by Nina Jaffe & Steve Zeitlin
March 18 - 21, 2017: Giants of the Lost World by Donald R Prothero
March 18, 2017: Daisy-Head Mayzie by Dr. Seuss; There’s a Wocket in My Pocket by Dr. Seuss; Cinderella by Ruth Sanderson; Cinderella (as if you didn’t already know the story) by Barbara Ensor; Sarah’s Unicorn by Bruce & Katherine Coville
March 20, 2017: Aladdin A Fairy Tale Adventure by Giada Francia
March 21, 2017: Aida by Leontyne Price and Leo&Diane Dillon; Octopuses by Kate Riggs; The Secret River by Marjorie Kinnan Rawlings and Leo&Diane Dillon; Wind Child by Shirley Rousseau Murphy and Leo&Diane Dillon
March 22, 2017: A Wild Swan and Other Tales by Michael Cunningham
(no subject)
Mar. 13th, 2017 09:15 pmSo I'm going to turn that cannibalism idea into my final paper for one of my classes!
My original Build-a-bear. I don't remember what I named him.

The unicorn I've had my entire life, because she belonged to my mom before I was born, and the Pegasus I've had since I was five years old.

Bacon. *sigh* He was on top of the basket of plushies.

(I've gotten a new Bacon and a new Pegasus, though the Pegasus isn't the same. He can't be, you know? So Mom's going to try making my old one smell better, though he'll never be the right color again.
But the unicorn... it hurts her, too, because that unicorn has been around longer than me. Mom's going to try to clean her; if we can make her smell better, we'll keep her.)

The unicorn I've had my entire life, because she belonged to my mom before I was born, and the Pegasus I've had since I was five years old.

Bacon. *sigh* He was on top of the basket of plushies.

(I've gotten a new Bacon and a new Pegasus, though the Pegasus isn't the same. He can't be, you know? So Mom's going to try making my old one smell better, though he'll never be the right color again.
But the unicorn... it hurts her, too, because that unicorn has been around longer than me. Mom's going to try to clean her; if we can make her smell better, we'll keep her.)
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Written March 8, 2017
Where does grief go
when it finally fades and floats away?
Is it relief, the lightening of a load;
is it hope, rushing into your soul,
lifting you up, letting you think,
if only for a single moment
and not a breath more,
that happiness might sink back into your bones,
barren for so long, cold and weary?
Grief consumes, ravenous and slavering,
until all you feel is exhaustion,
broken and weak, like nothing
will ever ease the pain, the emptiness.
But when it finally splinters,
what is left?
Hope? Relief? Anything? No—
—thing.
When the grief floats away,
where does it go?
Does it settle somewhere else,
take root, spread pain and fear and anger
—despair—
where before there existed something?
Grief subsumes, washing away everything
anything nothing something—
All.
Where does grief go when it fades
and what is left when it goes?
Relief? The resurrection of hope?
A trench so deep it’d never be possible to climb free?
Can relief sweep you up,
fly you out,
cocoon around you,
let you sleep?
Can hope warm what is frozen,
bloom what is barren?
What happens? What remains?
When hurts heal—slowly, softly—
When hurts heal—
Hurts heal—
When grief finally fades and floats away,
where does it go?
What is left in its absence?
Perhaps relief settles in, spreading
fragile wings, shifting
fragile muscles, stretching
towards a light, far in the distance,
a light shining softly, hesitantly,
hopeful—
Hope, the strength, the thought that
surviving leads eventually to something else—
Grief consumes, digests, spits out
someone you don’t know but
who seems familiar, similar,
an echo, a distorted reflection,
a was become an is.
When grief goes, a new person is left, someone
with fresh scars,
with divots,
with sore spots that will (perhaps) always be tender.
Hurt heals, when grief is survived.
Grief goes. Where? Away.
You remain. You remain.
You breathe, you cry, you smile—
You live.
You live.
Grief fades and floats away.
You remain.
You live.
.
.
Written March 8, 2017
Where does grief go
when it finally fades and floats away?
Is it relief, the lightening of a load;
is it hope, rushing into your soul,
lifting you up, letting you think,
if only for a single moment
and not a breath more,
that happiness might sink back into your bones,
barren for so long, cold and weary?
Grief consumes, ravenous and slavering,
until all you feel is exhaustion,
broken and weak, like nothing
will ever ease the pain, the emptiness.
But when it finally splinters,
what is left?
Hope? Relief? Anything? No—
—thing.
When the grief floats away,
where does it go?
Does it settle somewhere else,
take root, spread pain and fear and anger
—despair—
where before there existed something?
Grief subsumes, washing away everything
anything nothing something—
All.
Where does grief go when it fades
and what is left when it goes?
Relief? The resurrection of hope?
A trench so deep it’d never be possible to climb free?
Can relief sweep you up,
fly you out,
cocoon around you,
let you sleep?
Can hope warm what is frozen,
bloom what is barren?
What happens? What remains?
When hurts heal—slowly, softly—
When hurts heal—
Hurts heal—
When grief finally fades and floats away,
where does it go?
What is left in its absence?
Perhaps relief settles in, spreading
fragile wings, shifting
fragile muscles, stretching
towards a light, far in the distance,
a light shining softly, hesitantly,
hopeful—
Hope, the strength, the thought that
surviving leads eventually to something else—
Grief consumes, digests, spits out
someone you don’t know but
who seems familiar, similar,
an echo, a distorted reflection,
a was become an is.
When grief goes, a new person is left, someone
with fresh scars,
with divots,
with sore spots that will (perhaps) always be tender.
Hurt heals, when grief is survived.
Grief goes. Where? Away.
You remain. You remain.
You breathe, you cry, you smile—
You live.
You live.
Grief fades and floats away.
You remain.
You live.
(no subject)
Mar. 9th, 2017 09:42 amSo, have you ever been in an environment where people keep praising someone who failed you utterly and never even considered acknowledging it? Who not only failed you, but almost seemed to actively betray you? Who consistently did not do even the minimum of supporting or guiding you and then just - let you fall.
The person they continually praise is someone you never met. But they talk about her and suggest others go to her for guidance, and you have to bite your tongue because to speak of what happened will reflect badly on you - not her. It feels like nails on a chalkboard every time she's brought up but all you can do is sit there, fists clenched in your lap, and try to think of something else.
You can't warn anybody. It feels like as much of a failure as when you learned, miles from home, that she had betrayed you.
The person they continually praise is someone you never met. But they talk about her and suggest others go to her for guidance, and you have to bite your tongue because to speak of what happened will reflect badly on you - not her. It feels like nails on a chalkboard every time she's brought up but all you can do is sit there, fists clenched in your lap, and try to think of something else.
You can't warn anybody. It feels like as much of a failure as when you learned, miles from home, that she had betrayed you.
January 5 – 6, 2017: Wild Magic by Tamora Pierce
January 7 – 8, 2017: Wolf-Speaker by Tamora Pierce
January 9, 2017: Emperor Mage by Tamora Pierce
January 10, 2017: The Realm of the Gods by Tamora Pierce
January 11, 2017: The One You Feed by EM Hollaway
January 12, 2017: Alanna The First Adventure by Tamora Pierce
January 13, 2017: In the Hands of the Goddess and The Woman Who Rides Like a Man by Tamora Pierce
January 13 - 18, 2017: Lioness Rampant by Tamora Pierce
January 18 - 19, 2017: First Test by Tamora Pierce
January 19 - 20, 2017: Page by Tamora Pierce
January 20 - 21, 2017: Squire by Tamora Pierce
January 21 - 23, 2017: Lady Knight by Tamora Pierce
January 23 - 24, 2017: Trickster’s Choice by Tamora Pierce
January 25, 2017: Trickster’s Queen by Tamora Pierce
January 26 - 27, 2017: Tortall and Other Lands by Tamora Pierce
January 27, 2017: Ferocious Fluffity by Erica S. Perl & Henry Cole
January 30, 2017: Serpents and Werewolves: Stories of Shapeshifters from around the World by Lari Don; I Am the Book, poems selected by Lee Bennett Hopkins & illustrated by Yayo; Imagine a City by Elise Hurt; Jumping Off Library Shelves, poems selected by Lee Bennett Hopkins & illustrated by Jane Manning; Eyes of the Unicorn by Teresa Bateman; Forgive Me, I Meant To Do It by Gail Carson Levine; Dealing with Dragons by Patricia C. Wrede
January 31, 2017: Searching for Dragons by Patricia C. Wrede
February 1, 2017: Calling on Dragons & Talking to Dragons by Patricia C. Wrede
February 1 - 2, 2017: Book of Enchantments by Patricia C. Wrede
February 2 - 3, 2017: Beauty by Robin McKinley
February 3, 2017: The Unicorn and the Moon by Tomie dePaula; Bang Bang I Hurt the Moon by Luis Amavisca & Esther G. Madrid; Bogo the Fox Who Wanted Everything by Susanna Isern & Sonja Wimmer; Also an Octopus by Maggie Tokuda-Hall & Benji Davies; The Bear Who Couldn’t Sleep by Caroline Nastro & Vanya Nastanlieva
February 4, 2017: Cloaked in Red by Vivian Vande Velde; The Tale of Tam Linn by Lari Don & Philip Longson; The Secret of the Kelpie by Lari Don & Philip Longson
February 4 - 6, 2017: Once Upon a Dream by Liz Braswell
February 6, 2017: Three Good Deeds by Vivian Vande Velde
February 6 - 7, 2017: Under My Hat Tales from the Cauldron edited by Jonathan Strahan
February 7 - 8, 2017: Mechanica by Betsy Cornwell
February 8, 2017: Poisoned Apples Poems for You My Dear by Christine Heppermann; Girls and Goddesses Stories of Heroines from around the World by Lari Don
February 8 - 11, 2017: The Lost Empire of Atlantis by Gavin Menzies
February 9, 2017: The Search for Lost Cities by Nicola Barber
February 10 -11, 2017: Atlantis The Andes Solution by JM Allen
February 11, 2017: The Cod’s Tale by Mark Kurlansky; One Hundred Details from the National Gallery by Kenneth Clark; Troll’s Eye View edited by Ellen Datlow & Terri Windling
February 12, 2017: Beware the White Rabbit edited by Shannon Delaney & Judith Graves
February 13, 2017: Historical Animals by Julia Moberg; Cinderella A Grimm’s Fairy Tale by Ulrike Hasselhoff
February 13 - 14, 2017: The Goose Girl by Shannon Hale
February 14, 2017: Blood-sucking Man-eating Monsters by Kelly Regan Barnhill; The Turkey Girl by Penny Pollock & Ed Young; Beauty and the Beast by Mahlon F. Craft & Kinuko Y. Craft; The Rough-Face Girl by Rafe Martin & David Shannon
February 15, 2017: Rosa Bonheur Painter of Animals by Olive Price
February 15 – 16, 2017: Sweetblood by Pete Hautman
February 16 - 19, 2017: Dinosaurs How They Lived and Evolved by Darren Nash & Paul Barrett
February 17, 2017: Cinderella a Fairy Tale Adventure by Giada Francia
February 18, 2017: Beauty and the Beast by H. Chuku Lee & Pat Cummings; Previously by Allan Ahlberg & Bruce Ingman; Who Pushed Humpty Dumpty? By David Levinthal & John Nickle; Glass Slipper Gold Sandal a Worldwide Cinderella by Paul Fleischman & Julie Paschkis
February 19, 2017: Here There Be Monsters The Legendary Kraken and the Giant Squid by HP Newquist; Rad Women Worldwide by Kate Schatz
February 19 – 21, 2017: The Dead Duke, His Secret Wife, and the Missing Corpse by Piu Marie Eatwell
February 20, 2017: Bigfoot CindeRRRRella by Tony Johnston & James Warhola; The Boy Who Cried Bigfoot by Scott Magoon
February 22, 2017: Nursery Tales Around the World by Judy Sierra; Giant Sea Reptiles of the Dinosaur Age by Caroline Arnold & Laurie Caple
February 22 - 28, 2017: Celestial Geometry by Ken Taylor
February 22 – 23, 2017: Classical Women Poets by Josephine Balmer
February 23, 2017: A Library for Juana by Pat Mora & Beatriz Vidal; Rosa Bonheur by Elbert Hubbard
February 24, 2017: The Lion & the Mouse by Jerry Pinkney; The Emperor and the Nightingale by Kuang-ts’ai Hao, Shih-ming Chang, & Nguyen Ngoc Ngan; Wild Wild Sunflower Child Anna by Nancy White Carlstrom & Jerry Pinkney; Lies, Knives, and Girls in Red Dresses by Ron Koertge
February 25 – March 1, 2017: The Tempest by Shakespeare (ed. by Barbara A Mowat & Paul Werstine)
March 1, 2017: The History and Uncertain Future of Handwriting by Anne Trubek; We Should All Be Feminists by Chimamanda Ngozi Adiche; Women of the Sea Ten Pirate Stories by Myra Weatherly
March 1 - 2, 2017: The Thief by Megan Whalen Turner
March 2, 2017: The Nightingale by Pirkko Vainio; The Nightingale by Stephen Mitchell & Bagram Ibatoulline; The Little Match Girl by Jerry Pinkney; Mama’s Nightingale by Edwidge Danticat & Leslie Staub; Little Red Riding Hood by Jerry Pinkney
March 2 – 5, 2017: Shady Characters The Secret Life of Punctuation, Symbols, & Other Typographical Marks by Keith Houston
March 2 - 8, 2017: The Queen of Attolia by Megan Whalen Turner
March 3, 2017: First Light First Life A Worldwide Creation Story by Paul Fleischman & Julie Paschkis; Anansi and the Box of Stories by Stephen Krensky & Jeni Reeves; The Sleeper and the Spindle by Neil Gaiman & Chris Riddell; The Parade a Stampede of Stories about Ananse the Trickster Spider by KP Kojo
March 3 - 6, 2017: Demand the Impossible a Radical Manifesto by Bill Ayers
March 4, 2017: The Girl Who Loved Wild Horses by Paul Goble; The King Who Rained by Fred Gwynne; Pitch and Throw, Grasp and Know What Is a Synonym by Brian P. Cleary & Brian Gable; I’m, Won’t, They’re, and Don’t What’s a Contraction? By Brian P. Cleary & Gable; Cinder Edna by Ellen Jackson & Kevin O’Malley
March 5 - 6 , 2017: Ella Enchanted by Gail Carson Levine
March 5 – 7, 2017: Sappho by Diane J. Raynor & Andre Lardinois; Huntress by Malindo Lo
March 7, 2017: Blanchette et les Sept Petits Cajuns A Cajun Snow White by Sheila Hebert-Collins & Patrick Soper; Sleeping Beauty by Maja Dusikova
March 7 - 9, 2017: Feathers, Paws, Fins, and Claws Fairy-Tale Beasts ed. by Jennifer Schacker & Christine A. Jones, ill. By Lina Kusaite
March 8, 2017: Ash by Malinda Lo
January 7 – 8, 2017: Wolf-Speaker by Tamora Pierce
January 9, 2017: Emperor Mage by Tamora Pierce
January 10, 2017: The Realm of the Gods by Tamora Pierce
January 11, 2017: The One You Feed by EM Hollaway
January 12, 2017: Alanna The First Adventure by Tamora Pierce
January 13, 2017: In the Hands of the Goddess and The Woman Who Rides Like a Man by Tamora Pierce
January 13 - 18, 2017: Lioness Rampant by Tamora Pierce
January 18 - 19, 2017: First Test by Tamora Pierce
January 19 - 20, 2017: Page by Tamora Pierce
January 20 - 21, 2017: Squire by Tamora Pierce
January 21 - 23, 2017: Lady Knight by Tamora Pierce
January 23 - 24, 2017: Trickster’s Choice by Tamora Pierce
January 25, 2017: Trickster’s Queen by Tamora Pierce
January 26 - 27, 2017: Tortall and Other Lands by Tamora Pierce
January 27, 2017: Ferocious Fluffity by Erica S. Perl & Henry Cole
January 30, 2017: Serpents and Werewolves: Stories of Shapeshifters from around the World by Lari Don; I Am the Book, poems selected by Lee Bennett Hopkins & illustrated by Yayo; Imagine a City by Elise Hurt; Jumping Off Library Shelves, poems selected by Lee Bennett Hopkins & illustrated by Jane Manning; Eyes of the Unicorn by Teresa Bateman; Forgive Me, I Meant To Do It by Gail Carson Levine; Dealing with Dragons by Patricia C. Wrede
January 31, 2017: Searching for Dragons by Patricia C. Wrede
February 1, 2017: Calling on Dragons & Talking to Dragons by Patricia C. Wrede
February 1 - 2, 2017: Book of Enchantments by Patricia C. Wrede
February 2 - 3, 2017: Beauty by Robin McKinley
February 3, 2017: The Unicorn and the Moon by Tomie dePaula; Bang Bang I Hurt the Moon by Luis Amavisca & Esther G. Madrid; Bogo the Fox Who Wanted Everything by Susanna Isern & Sonja Wimmer; Also an Octopus by Maggie Tokuda-Hall & Benji Davies; The Bear Who Couldn’t Sleep by Caroline Nastro & Vanya Nastanlieva
February 4, 2017: Cloaked in Red by Vivian Vande Velde; The Tale of Tam Linn by Lari Don & Philip Longson; The Secret of the Kelpie by Lari Don & Philip Longson
February 4 - 6, 2017: Once Upon a Dream by Liz Braswell
February 6, 2017: Three Good Deeds by Vivian Vande Velde
February 6 - 7, 2017: Under My Hat Tales from the Cauldron edited by Jonathan Strahan
February 7 - 8, 2017: Mechanica by Betsy Cornwell
February 8, 2017: Poisoned Apples Poems for You My Dear by Christine Heppermann; Girls and Goddesses Stories of Heroines from around the World by Lari Don
February 8 - 11, 2017: The Lost Empire of Atlantis by Gavin Menzies
February 9, 2017: The Search for Lost Cities by Nicola Barber
February 10 -11, 2017: Atlantis The Andes Solution by JM Allen
February 11, 2017: The Cod’s Tale by Mark Kurlansky; One Hundred Details from the National Gallery by Kenneth Clark; Troll’s Eye View edited by Ellen Datlow & Terri Windling
February 12, 2017: Beware the White Rabbit edited by Shannon Delaney & Judith Graves
February 13, 2017: Historical Animals by Julia Moberg; Cinderella A Grimm’s Fairy Tale by Ulrike Hasselhoff
February 13 - 14, 2017: The Goose Girl by Shannon Hale
February 14, 2017: Blood-sucking Man-eating Monsters by Kelly Regan Barnhill; The Turkey Girl by Penny Pollock & Ed Young; Beauty and the Beast by Mahlon F. Craft & Kinuko Y. Craft; The Rough-Face Girl by Rafe Martin & David Shannon
February 15, 2017: Rosa Bonheur Painter of Animals by Olive Price
February 15 – 16, 2017: Sweetblood by Pete Hautman
February 16 - 19, 2017: Dinosaurs How They Lived and Evolved by Darren Nash & Paul Barrett
February 17, 2017: Cinderella a Fairy Tale Adventure by Giada Francia
February 18, 2017: Beauty and the Beast by H. Chuku Lee & Pat Cummings; Previously by Allan Ahlberg & Bruce Ingman; Who Pushed Humpty Dumpty? By David Levinthal & John Nickle; Glass Slipper Gold Sandal a Worldwide Cinderella by Paul Fleischman & Julie Paschkis
February 19, 2017: Here There Be Monsters The Legendary Kraken and the Giant Squid by HP Newquist; Rad Women Worldwide by Kate Schatz
February 19 – 21, 2017: The Dead Duke, His Secret Wife, and the Missing Corpse by Piu Marie Eatwell
February 20, 2017: Bigfoot CindeRRRRella by Tony Johnston & James Warhola; The Boy Who Cried Bigfoot by Scott Magoon
February 22, 2017: Nursery Tales Around the World by Judy Sierra; Giant Sea Reptiles of the Dinosaur Age by Caroline Arnold & Laurie Caple
February 22 - 28, 2017: Celestial Geometry by Ken Taylor
February 22 – 23, 2017: Classical Women Poets by Josephine Balmer
February 23, 2017: A Library for Juana by Pat Mora & Beatriz Vidal; Rosa Bonheur by Elbert Hubbard
February 24, 2017: The Lion & the Mouse by Jerry Pinkney; The Emperor and the Nightingale by Kuang-ts’ai Hao, Shih-ming Chang, & Nguyen Ngoc Ngan; Wild Wild Sunflower Child Anna by Nancy White Carlstrom & Jerry Pinkney; Lies, Knives, and Girls in Red Dresses by Ron Koertge
February 25 – March 1, 2017: The Tempest by Shakespeare (ed. by Barbara A Mowat & Paul Werstine)
March 1, 2017: The History and Uncertain Future of Handwriting by Anne Trubek; We Should All Be Feminists by Chimamanda Ngozi Adiche; Women of the Sea Ten Pirate Stories by Myra Weatherly
March 1 - 2, 2017: The Thief by Megan Whalen Turner
March 2, 2017: The Nightingale by Pirkko Vainio; The Nightingale by Stephen Mitchell & Bagram Ibatoulline; The Little Match Girl by Jerry Pinkney; Mama’s Nightingale by Edwidge Danticat & Leslie Staub; Little Red Riding Hood by Jerry Pinkney
March 2 – 5, 2017: Shady Characters The Secret Life of Punctuation, Symbols, & Other Typographical Marks by Keith Houston
March 2 - 8, 2017: The Queen of Attolia by Megan Whalen Turner
March 3, 2017: First Light First Life A Worldwide Creation Story by Paul Fleischman & Julie Paschkis; Anansi and the Box of Stories by Stephen Krensky & Jeni Reeves; The Sleeper and the Spindle by Neil Gaiman & Chris Riddell; The Parade a Stampede of Stories about Ananse the Trickster Spider by KP Kojo
March 3 - 6, 2017: Demand the Impossible a Radical Manifesto by Bill Ayers
March 4, 2017: The Girl Who Loved Wild Horses by Paul Goble; The King Who Rained by Fred Gwynne; Pitch and Throw, Grasp and Know What Is a Synonym by Brian P. Cleary & Brian Gable; I’m, Won’t, They’re, and Don’t What’s a Contraction? By Brian P. Cleary & Gable; Cinder Edna by Ellen Jackson & Kevin O’Malley
March 5 - 6 , 2017: Ella Enchanted by Gail Carson Levine
March 5 – 7, 2017: Sappho by Diane J. Raynor & Andre Lardinois; Huntress by Malindo Lo
March 7, 2017: Blanchette et les Sept Petits Cajuns A Cajun Snow White by Sheila Hebert-Collins & Patrick Soper; Sleeping Beauty by Maja Dusikova
March 7 - 9, 2017: Feathers, Paws, Fins, and Claws Fairy-Tale Beasts ed. by Jennifer Schacker & Christine A. Jones, ill. By Lina Kusaite
March 8, 2017: Ash by Malinda Lo
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Feb. 24th, 2017 08:36 amSo I retold(ish) the goose girl fairy tale over here and it was lots of fun. Anyone wanna give me another fairy tale and/or Greek myth to retell?
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Feb. 24th, 2017 08:32 amAnyone else ever get hit with the realization anytime you see a pregnant person that they’ve definitely had sex? Or it hits you when you’re looking at people wandering around somewhere that they’re all there because two people had sex at some point? That you actually exist because two people had sex?
(Obviously, there’s in-vitro and surrogates and stuff, but on the whole, most people are still born because two people had sex.)
It just weirds me out, I guess.
(Obviously, there’s in-vitro and surrogates and stuff, but on the whole, most people are still born because two people had sex.)
It just weirds me out, I guess.



