You've kissed him - Trek reboot ficlet - R
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Title: You've kissed him, and he'll never forgive you
Fandom: Star Trek reboot
Disclaimer: not my characters; title from Richard Siken
Warnings: non-con; AU during film
Pairings: Nero/Jim; implied reboot Spock/Jim
Rating: R
Point of view: third
Wordcount: 415
Notes: continuation of this
I’m going to kill you, James, Nero murmurs into his ear, one hand caressing his throat, the other digging all five fingers into his scalp. I’m going to destroy you while he watches, helpless and trapped. I’ll make you scream until your voice is gone, until blood fills your mouth, until all you taste is your own death.
Jim gurgles, straining beneath him, but with both hands broken and his arms refusing to listen, all he does is cause Nero’s chuckle. Yours is a brave species, James, he says, almost gently. I’ll enjoy breaking you.
Nero tightens his fingers around Jim’s throat. Jim! he hears Spock scream. Nero, stop! I’m the one you want!
That’s not very Vulcan of him, is it? Nero muses, loosening his grip so Jim can breathe. And in this reality, you’ve barely met. What sort of man are you, to inspire such devotion already?
Leaning down, Nero licks his cheek, ending with a bite to his lips. The hand clenching his scalp trails along his torso to his cock. Should I pleasure you, James? he asks softly. Would that make the pain sharper? Or should I just take you, while Spock watches?
Jim hates himself a little, but he whimpers as Nero’s grip tightens. Answer me, James Tiberius Kirk.
He turns his head aside, searching for Spock. Six Romulans surround him, each holding onto some part of him, restraining him. Jim, he hears Spock whisper. Captain. I—
Nero’s hand clenches around his throat again. Answer me.
Just hurt me, he gasps out. You sick fuck. He looks back into Nero’s grief-maddened eyes. He remembers what Old-Spock showed him, Romulus and Nero’s wife. Nothing you do will bring her back.
Nero roars something unintelligible and grabs Jim’s shoulders, lifting him up only to slam him back down. Jim closes his eyes, trying to think through the pain. Is there any way out of this? Nero rears up and flips him over, pushing his face into the deck.
Jim flicks his eyes back to Spock. I’m sorry, he mumbles. I’m sorry, I’m sorry, I’m sorry. He ignores the tears on both their faces, the sounds Nero makes, how deep and sharp and inescapable the pain is.
If he survives this, he swears in a short moment of clarity, on the edge of unconsciousness, he won’t even take the time to make Nero hurt. He’ll kill the bastard the first chance he gets.
He takes Spock’s stricken face with him into the black.
continues here
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Date: 2009-07-02 03:30 am (UTC)(no subject)
Date: 2009-07-02 03:43 am (UTC)Thank you for reading!
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Date: 2009-07-02 03:51 am (UTC)This is viceral and haunting. I'm so relieved it didn't happen!
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Date: 2009-07-02 12:37 pm (UTC)Thank you for reading!
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Date: 2009-07-02 05:54 am (UTC)I could hear and see all of this very well.
I'd love to read more.
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Date: 2009-07-02 12:38 pm (UTC)Thank you!
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Date: 2009-07-02 11:23 pm (UTC)Thank you for reading!
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Date: 2009-07-11 11:57 am (UTC)I hope there'll be a bit more. A little hurt/comfort with only Spock and Kirk? Pretty please???
This was really beautifully hurtful.
Love it.
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Date: 2009-07-11 03:10 pm (UTC)Thank you!
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Date: 2009-07-13 08:54 am (UTC)also, mad mad mad props for referencing Richard Siken. Crush is synonymous with 'love and brilliance.
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Date: 2009-07-13 01:22 pm (UTC)Thank you so much!
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Date: 2009-09-08 01:21 am (UTC)Just to let you know that your fic has been recced in today's edition of
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