screaming loud enough to turn back the wind

1. I have a seasonal position at Macy's.  Went in to do computer-based training today.  Learned that, even though I attended orientation last week and have an employee ID number, I am not, in fact, in the system as hired.  Then, after that was straightened out, the computer I was using for the very last part of the training decided to fucking crash and burn. And throughout all this, my head hurt so much that my brain wanted to crawl out of my skull and weep.

2.  On Monday and Tuesday, I attended a grant writing course because my mom said it's something I might be good at.  While that is a possibility, being in a class-type situation again made me want to look into grad school again.

3. I watched the second disk of the SG-1 first season today (I watched the first disk awhile and didn't connect with anyone enough to want to watch the whole thing).  Through fanficton, however, I've fallen into serious like with Daniel Jackson.  And even though I've never seen a single episode of Highlander with Methos in it, because of the Highlander: Endgame film, I really want Methos and Daniel to be immortals together.  Go figure. (Also, can anyone tell me some early season 1 stories I just can't miss?)

4. I've come up with a world where Castiel is a master vampire and Jake Jensen is the first and only childe he ever turned.  Dean and Sam are young werewolf brothers and Clay is the uncle they never knew about.  Azazel, a vampire, recently teamed up with Max, a very powerful mage, and so Jensen calls up Castiel for help even though they haven't spoken in a couple hundred years.  (By the way, they're the oldest beings in existence, well over four thousand years.)  Anyway, I've written most of the fourth chapter and and about half of the fifth.  There's no masterplan or anything; it's just fun.  I don't know when it'll be posted here, though.

5. I saw Unstoppable; it's a pretty good film.  It made me want to rewatch Smokin' Aces.  And I always want to rewatch Princess Diaries 2.  *hee*

6. Does anyone else want a movie where Matthew Bomer plays an unrepentant psycopath?  ETA: Now I really really want a movie where Matthew Bomer and Jensen Ackles play psychpathic lovers on the run with Jared Padalecki as the lawman hunting them down.

7.  I read a retelling of the Pegasus myth that had Bellerophon living happily ever after with his winged horse.  Dude, that misses the entire point of the story.


Bonus #8:

The other night I dreamed that I was driving somewhere with two of the staff at the non-profit where I volunteer and I was explaining to A about Supernatural.  She eventually recognized Jared and Jensen, though she wasn't impressed with either one until I said to imagine Alec from Dark Angel ten years later.  I told her about "The Benders" and G said that he helped Missy Bender learn how to read.  So then we had a discussion about how he could help a fictional character develop her reading skills.  It was weird, dudes.

So, I was taking a nap after being involved in a collision this morning(rear-ended on the interstate; I'm fine, and my car is fine.  More of an inconvenience than anything else.  Although, my head hurts, my shoulders hurt, and my previously-sprained foot hurts in a way it hasn't before.). 

I dreamed that I was at a book fair, picking up various things that interest me.  One of them was a book about a were-Nessie who punishes a woman (by eating her) who had a whale lover.  Then, the were-Nessie went on land, somehow, and I think someone else was supposed to hunt him.

My brain, ya'll.  *shrugs*

- Thursday!  THURSDAY, THURSDAY, THURSDAY!!!


- I rode a horse last night!  And it was PERFECT.
 
- I dreamed that I was a shapechanger who could fly in any shape and control metal.  Weird.

- I was in a minor collision yesterday afternoon.  She came out of nowhere and hit my driver's door, while I was driving.  It could have been SO BAD.  *shudders* 

- Did I mention that it is THURSDAY?

Guess what?  It's THURSDAY!!!!

And I don't have class.  And Geology lab still sucks, and Geology is killing me, and I miss highschool SO MUCH.

Also, I think I dreamed a real person fic las night, but I can't remember what the pairing was. 

So, for some reason that I cannot (honestly) fathom, people really want to read "And Into The Sky."  There are parts of it I like("What Does My Room Say About Me?" and "The Actor In Us All") but on the whole?  It kinda makes me cringe(the story, not the requests.  Those are cool.  And kinda scary.). 

Also, my subconscious?  Is very very creepy.  I have the oddest dreams.  Of course, I blame the one last night(DAMNED CREEPY) on the fact that my mom is going out of town for TWO WEEKS, which is the longest we've been apart for nineteen years.  (Yes, I'm a momma's girl.  What of it?)

Also, squared?  tigris_lilsisis starting to see slash!  *hee*  She blames me for it.  *still heeing*

ETA: Also, Mom made it safely!  YAY!

So, I've had four "Supernatural" related dreams that I can remember having, if not all the events contained therein.  Like the nightmare that chased me away from SN for eight episodes: I can remember having it, but not what happened in it.  

So, since the two dreams I've mentioned in this little LJ thing so far have both been wincest(which I'm totally fine with by the way, because they're pretty boys and don't exist.  Although, in the dream where I was watching the GG/SN ep on TV, I can remember thinking, in my dream, that I bet Jensen and Jared really enjoyed those scenes.  It looked like they did.) now I'll talk about one from months back.  Luckily, I'd written it down(or, rather, posted it on TWoP) because I only recall the vaguest of details.

For some reason, in one of the oddest dreams I've had, John Winchester was investigating the Addams family. The Winchesters had moved next door and he left, leaving Dean in charge but not telling him he was just going down the block. Dean(who was like thirteen, I think) started dating Wednesday and then Morticia thought he was abused, so he had to defend his father. And somehow, national security got involved, but I don't remember ever seeing Sam anywhere.

Then, like in The Wizard of Oz, John was revealed to still be in town at someone's wedding--I think it was Dean and Wednesday's, except they were too young.

Also, there was a talking tiger. I don't rememer who he talked to, but someone asked if he'd been declawed and he said yes, then later he showed off his claws like he hadn't just lied.

I really wish I could remember more. It was interesting.

THURSDAY!

I'm pretty sure I dreamed an AU of tonight's episode, wherein Dean and Sam were turned into half-lizard monsters and Linda Blair attached a tracking device to Dean that was somehow transferred by kissing.  And somewhere towards the end, Dean and Sam kissed.  

It was a weird dream and  I wish I could remember more.

Oh, did I mention?  Today's THURSDAY!